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Tuesday, February 8, 2011
I'm sorry love for not being the perfect girlfriend you wanted to have all this while. I'm sorry baby, because I was never good enough for you. I'm sorry dear, for being too stubborn with you and my family. I'm sorry syg, because I always make up excuses just like you say. I'm sorry boncet, because I kept on whining for things I know it will be hard to get. I'm sorry bie, for making you come all the way to my school from Macpherson, just to fetch me from school and send me back home. I'm sorry darling, for always making you mad with my sucked up attitude. I'm sorry syg, for always forcing you to meet me even though you are tired.I'm sorry dear, for always forcing you to do this and that. I'm sorry bby, for always making you bring my heavy bag and files and books, even when I know you're really exhausted. I'm sorry love, for having you to entertain me night and day, just to make me happy. I'm sorry bie, for always delaying your time to sleep. I'm sorry my love, for not listening to you, and not stay at home and complete my coursework, instead, i went out and slack. Im sorry love, for insisting on things to be done this way, my way. I'm sorry bie, for always annoying you with my whining. I'm sorry for being the stubborn bitch who won't listen to what others says. I'm sorry bby, for expecting too much things. I want to meet you everyday because I just need a hug, a kiss, a smile, and hear a laughter from you to just give me the strength of going through my problems in school and at home. At nights, I just need to hear us laughing, joking around, I just want to talk forever with you, cause once I put down the phone, negative thoughts rush into my mind. I sulk, I whine, because I just wanna be pampered by you )': I miss the old days where you will just hug and kiss me whenever I sulk. All that, brightens up my mood, my heart. I miss getting pampered )': I miss being the girl who always get a hug and a kiss from her boyfriend whenever she sulks and get all moody. I miss those. I just love you too much, that's why. )': words can't really explain what my heart wanna say to you, how much I love you, and how much I need you this time. I just miss the old you. )': goodnight. Saturday, February 5, 2011    What my awesome sweet primary school girlf write about me. ): SHE CLEARLY STATED THERE THAT I'M NOT CUTE. HOW CAN THIS BE?!  Here's what i wrote to her back :DDDDD  MEET MUA AWESOME SWEET PRIMARY SCHOOL GIRLFRIEND MANN :D Siul uhh . Kiter couple lame ok. DAHHHHHH NAK MASUK 6 TAHUN SIUUULS. ;D Okay hi. Ohmygawd. I'm still not asleep. Hopefully boyf won't be mad at me much. *cross fingers* It's been succha long time since i last slept lateee. AAAAHHHHH . December memories. Aahhh shusshhee dddeee shushh! Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih. You're taking O levels Iaannaa, damn it. Weeehooo. Dah lame siuls aku tak update. Fcuk who cares. Guess there aren't any readers. Ughr whatever. I don't live up to people's expectations _l_ So yessss. CNY knncb so boring. Kedai sume tutup. Racist siol. So what if you all nak celebrate? Khiwakk. Hellllllooooo. Please think about other races living in this country okkkk! Binget siol. Ok dahh. Metttt Shafiqahhh girlfriend todayyy. Ahhhhhh. iloveyou lahhhhh asshole :D We did our hws/artwork at KFC(Fuchun CC) . Texted boyf also, he went fishing at Changi yesterday. Sanggup bangun pukul 6 pagi. Bayek. Maybe , meeting him tomorrow, high chance going dating. :D I don't wanna expect too much, i don't wanna end up in disappointment again. Both of us decide for each other's outfit for tmr, sho cute >.< He told me what to wear, i told him what to wear :D Waaahhhhhhhh. Okk. I'm now currently home alone with Daddy. Brothers went for chalet, socccer team one, didn't tagged along because most of them are boys, duhr! They will be back todayyy. Aaaahhh. Rumah gereyhq siol senyap2 . Tskk. Mommy working. Boyf's fast asleep like a piggy now since he's been out of home for more than 12 hours yesterdayyyyy . Ohhhhh. Mommy and Daddy bought for me my favourite perfumee! Boum! Aaahhhh. Sayangg korang <3 . Okayy byeee. I need to sleep. Night. |
 A perfectly rebellious lady, A lady full of mixed emotions at the same time, Love to snap random shots at an unexpected timings, I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it. Basically, I'm just a normal humanbeing, just like you guys.  My One & Only Prince Charming♥ He's been my second pillar of strength , right after my family . He guide me,shower me with endless love , And he never seems to end it. That's the reason why we got on stronger throughout this 11 months plus , And we are still counting. |