Birthday cake , Akq Syqin & Wanie Bought it for my birthday ;D

Sweeeet kann ?

Lagypun , dahr lamerh dahr niek gambar ,

Baru skrg nk upload . Hhehe ;D

Helloh . (:

Just came back from Changi Beach today's afternoon .

Ouh jyeah , yesterday , went to family bbq pit at Changi Beach early in the morning ;D

Anyway , it's a surprise fer my grandparents , since it was their 50th wedding anniversarry (:

Love ya atok and nenek (:

Obviously , yes , we took alot of pichas , but next time , i will upload okayh ?

I super the lazy and tired , what's more , i'm having a stupid fever now -.-

A-hole -.- .

Since Thursday night , i'm in this condition , but , that night was far way more worse uhh .

Yesterday , my fever was on-off , on-off , on-off condition -.-'

Super irritating lahr .

But now , it is a ON condition . Fcuk it upside down -.-'

Well , i wasn't myself just now .

Was SuperDuper Down because of something .

Fcuk that situation alot.

I was crying like shit lahr , seriously .

Even my strawberry pillow is wet .

Darns . So jyeah , thanks Adq Eikahh , Akq Syqin , ZiXuann fer cheering me up aye (:

And most of all , thanks to chopchop / Uchop (:

Thanks fer hearing out my problems (:

Even though we just knew each other , and we began chatting like long-terms friends , i appreciate you listening & advising me . Thanks fer making me laugh ChopChop (:

And don't worry , i won't cry all night long , and wet my pillows and soon , get mistaken fer pee-ing on my bed at night . Haha (: That is SO NOT OKAYH lahrrrr ChopChop (:

Hope you settle yr problem soon , do chat with yaaaaa soon buddy (:

Hmmmm , i'm buying school books on the 28th , 30th there's soccer , and on the 1st ,, i'm going JB .

Who wanna booked me out on a date ??

Aink !

Fake onlyyyy !

Hahahaha . Who wanna meeeeeeeet me ?? I'm bored at home -.-

Kayhluhr guys , anyth text me .

Tata . i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep .

Okayh hello , again . These were some of the pictures that were taken at East Coast Park , when we have the Family Day Picnic ;D , hosted by Marsiling Zone 3 RC . (:

I very the lazy taw to upload the rest ;D Hehehe . Sorry .

So , last Friday , i went shopping at ISETAN , i bought 2 dress only );

Hehe . Laen2 tak lawaaaa sia . Kayyh cukup ,

And then on the Saturday , i went to Johor with cousins , took the train at Tanjong Pagar to Johor . Hhehe stakat eyheyheyh . But then first time siaa . Asek2 naek krete mahhhh .

So jyeah , i very the Super lazy siaa to wake up at 5.45 in the morning on A WEEKEND somemore .

And then on the train , i fell asleep ;D Hehehe ;D

So then reached Johor ,  ate breakfast , then went to the saloon with Yuyul and Adek Rebel ( both are my bousins ) , dodo the hair , while auntie and grandparents went to the wedding , and Dad and the boys went to book ticket , and we watched Avatar :D Sumpahhh gereyhq ! But just as a warning aye , make sure before watching the movie , you guys go to the toilet and do yr business in there okayh ?

Because , the movie timing is almost up to 3 hours siaa ! and it's freezing like shit in the theatre .

Aiyerrrr . So jyeah , after the movie , me and cousins rushed to toilet .

Fuhhh . Kayh , then shopping fer awhile , bought my schoolbag , and then meet the guys at the arcade .

Fcuk ya all mat2 malaysiaaa ! You guys SUCK ALOT seriously .

tsk , someth happened , and it's super duper irritating .

Ughr .

Kayh , then back home , yadayadayadaq . Malas uhq nak type panjang2 . Hehe ;D

Sunday , FANTASTIC !

But still , i'm super duper EXHAUSTED uh . Threee days straight out of house .

Fcuk , kayh now , i got to gooooooo .

Ouh jyeah , yesterday , at Tekong , me and Shikin saw 'something' , and we laughed our ass out ,

'cause we began to crack jokes about itt . Hehehe ;D You know , i know eyheyh Shikin ? ;D

Kayhh tata , off to Silat gathering ;D

i'm sorry , but it seems my heart can't  accept you anymore right now . Damn it , i'm sorry .

Now, i realise my heart is locked fer that only one guy that i love for all this while .

Fcuk , i don't give a damn if anyth bad happens , or if that i'm being rejected .

No , i don't care , i will rather suffer and see him happy .

I'm sorry Adi , it just won't  worked out fer both of us .

I'm totally sorry .

Yes , i seriously don't mind if i'm being rejected by him , or whatsoever .

Now i realise , everything that i've done , is because of him .

No , i'm nort blaming him or what , but it's the fact .

I went ahead with Adi , just hoping that i will be able to forget about him ,

I fought a battle with my heart , trying to get rid of the love fer him ,

And replace Adi's love with it ,

I fought strong and hard , and it seems to go away ,

I was relieved , but only for a moment ,

As my love fer Adi fades away slowly , my love for him came back ,

And once again fought fer its place in my heart );

By then , i was weak already , and gave in );

I just don't know how it grew strong , but it just did .

Now , even though i still love him , and even though he rejects me , or i get a negative feedback ,

I won't mind . I'm willing to let myself suffer );

FCUK MY LIFE .

I told all my friends that i'm moving on from him , and seem to let go of all my past ,

But i realise , i can't .

Hellohhh once again . Fuhh . At last , i get to use the laptop , by my way ;D *winkwink* . Currentlyy , i havent shower , havent eaten breakfast , and just woke up ;D Hahah . But hey , i still smell nice okayhh ;D

Hoho . Kayh waiit .

Dear , i'm sorry about my decision , but i just realise , we are totally different . I'm just not used to this and that , and i hope you understand my situation . Truthfully , one thing , i totally can't let go of the past and let myself get used to the present , but i know im nort ready fer the future . Don't worry , i won't leave you okayhh . I'm just too complicated , i know . I'm totally sorry dear ):

I was also upset when *inserts* happened right in front of my eyes fer the few days , i thought i can control my damn emotions , but i realise , i can't , and i just broke down . See ? I don't want that to happen . I hope when after this , and we become close friends , you knew my attitude , my way and stuffs , and i will know yr attitude and stuffs ): It just can't work right now ): I'm sorryyy ):

Kayh , let the paragraph above do the talking kayh . Still can't understand ? Ask me personally (:

Tsktsk . Boredbored . But later going shopping at town with cousins and aunty ! ;D Yeayyeay ! Shopping ! Then tomorrow , going to Johor , and shopping again ! ;D Wow , School re-opening next two weeks );

No more waking up at 12 plus and beyond ): It's gonna be 5.30 am AGAIN ! ));

but stillstill ! , i can't wait ! Yipeeeee ! Meeting friends everyday ! Okayh iana , seriously , stop it .

Kayh , i gtg now . Wanna shower and get ready ;D

Tataa ;D

Woootss . Helloh . Current mood is , BOREDD .

GahhhhGahhhhh . -.-

Well , let's seeeeee . Ouhh yeahh , boyf is backkkk ! ;DDD

Huhu . He was back yesterday ;O . But then , i thought he was back todayy (?) . Ouh well , nevermind , as long he's back here in Singapore safely , i'm okayhhh with it ;D So yesterday , or rather today's morning , was otp with him at around 1 plus ? Huhu . We talktalktalk about lots of stuffs , and his mommy and daddy says his skin's colour is darker after the camp . Huhu . I kept on teasing him , and he says , today afternoon , when we meet , i will check his skin's colour whether if it's dark or not . Well , definitely , yes ;D When i say to boyf , that his skin's colour  is darker , he doesnt believe me . But when i compare my skin colour to his's current skin colour , he was shocked ( of course ! ;D ) , and at last he believes ;D . 'Cause before his skin's colour is dark , obviously his skin's colour is lighter than mine's . So now , my skin's colous is lighter than his ;DDDD Yipeeee ! Hah . So just now followed Daddy to shopshop , then Daddy bought fer me my monthly $130 top up card ( Thanks Daddy ;D ) , and then bought my Seventeen magazineeee (: , and off to interchange to meet boyf . So i wait and wait and waitttt for boyf , ( punyeh lahr lambattttt . Hmmphft ) , and thenthen , unexpectedly , Didi called me  (?) . Woooh . Surprising . So talktalktalk with him onthephone fer awhile while waiting fer this Monkeyyyy (: . So jyeaaahh , put the phone down alr , still waiting , and AT LAST , he arriveeed . He came to me , and still cann smileeesmileee -.- . Baik eyhq bie . Hehe . So took 900 to Vista , since i want to buyy the yummyyummy Caramel Oreo (: . ButBut , boyf also wanted to buy his chocolate waffle since he's hungry . Perut beruang lahr eyhq bie niek . Hoho . Hmm , after his waffle is done , he wanted to buy his vanilla oreo pulak -.- . Then i say ,' i want to buy my bubbletea at another shop ' then he say , ' why ? Kat siniey sedap tawww . ' i sayy , ' Don't want pulak ? *shows tongue* ' ;D

Hehe . Cheeeeky eyhq Iana niek . So he gave up , and he bought his bubble teaaaaa . And off to my bubble teaa ;D

Yumyummm . When we reached the shop , he nagnagnag , say , this shop nort good lahh , nort nice lahhr , only one person handle that shop lahhhr -.- . Woow . Quite naggy uhq my boyf niek . Then while the woman is doing her job , boyf keep complaining , yadayadayadayada . Ianaa diam kan ajeq , tengokkan my Monkey nagging all the wayyyyy . Hoho . SO donedone , off to Tekongg . O.o . No one's there . So jyeah , we sat , and joked around , poking one another , as per normal ;D Andand , ouhh yarh , boyf got lotslotslots of mosquito bites ;D Pityyyy my monkeyy . Ouuhh , meaning , he gort sweet blood kankan ;D Haha . Then he scritchscratchscritchscratch here and there , but its mostly on his right arm and right legg . And some on his neck . But then , i prevent him from scratching more . So he try to bare with the itchiness , but at last , he can't bare with it , and began scratching again -.- . So after that , we talktalk about random stuffs , and about *insertsnamehere* . Huakhuak  . Loads of laughs tawuk . We began to be immaginative and stuffs luhr about *insertsnamhere* ;D Hehe ;D Kayh dahr . Around 6 plus , we went to Vista , again , 'cause i want to buy the Teens magazine . Ouh hell , since when i've been a magazine freako uhq ? Hmm , nehhmind . So yeah , we walkwalkwalk . And then kankankan , gort this weirdo couple who wanna step BIG FCUK , walk past us , but before that , they were behind us , and staring at us weirdly . The couple was with this short indian kid , 'cause yeah , the guy was a Indian , but the girl was a Malay . So when they walked past us , mak kau , the fcuking Indian guy , jalan bukak kepak lahr siaaa . I was staring wide-mouth opened . Khiwakk , nak step manerh pehr besar siaaa . Ingat kau keiling , beyh kau jalan bukak kepak , kytehr takot pahhh ? So they walk infront of us , the Indian guy and his friend keep looking at us . Ouh what the helll . So boyf and me just continue to look at them uhq . Suddenly , the fcuking Indian Guy shuffled -.- . Wahh piang eyhq , zaman bilehr mau shuffle deyh ?? Then i continue staring at them uhq . Boyf too . The Indian guy loook behind , and stare at us both fer like 10 seconds like that ? . WTF ?! Muker kau lau handsome tqpehr uhq ! Dahr keiling , buwat hal keiling lahr ghee . Pukhiwak . I was like so damn pissed off siaaaaa . One second i was looking at another direction , and the next , the MOTHER FCUKER look at somewhere else . Alermakkk . So we reached the traffic light . We were right behind them , but the Indian Guy didn't even look behind . -.- . Alerrmak , kyterh dahr directly pat blakang kau , asal tq continue stare plakkk ?? Bodow siaa peyh keiling . Pfffft . So , we went off to another direction , the Keiling went off to other . I then bought my magazine , and off to bus stop , and then to cwp with boyf ,'cause he wanted to buy smthhh . So after that , done , and back homee (:

Reached home , no one's at home , only big brother , but he's fast asleep -.- . So watched teevee , while texting with boyf . Watched White Chick fer awhile , and online after that . Right now , boyf's is asleep , or rather taking a break . Yeah , that's his routine . He will sleep around 8 plus , 9 plus , and will wake up around 12 , and then we will talk onthephone till early morning , ( tuh pun lau Iana atau dierh taq ngantok/penat uhq ;D ) .

Hmmmm , ouh yeah , i watched the Final Destination 3 , part 1-3 at YouTube . Fcuk that movie . It really gives me the creeps to ride a roller coaster next time . Ugrhhhhh . You guys should see how the people flew right of the roller coaster , hanging on to the roller coaster . Damn it . Real scaryyyyyy and horrifying . I was shivering like shitx when they board the roller coaster ! Superscary . Even the first Final Destination send a chill right down my spine . It's when the plane explode just as it takes off . Ouh damn . I feel like i'm gonna have a phoebia of taking airplanes already . Darnn . Nehhmind .

Well , i will update later . I'm gonna do somethinnnng . Tata ;D

Ouh jyeah , i just noticed i type pretty long for this post . Woooh . Iana sangatsangat rajin ;D Ouh no , at times only . HAHA ;D