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Friday, December 17, 2010
hiehie . Im pathetically sick . I think im sick mentally and physically . thoughts of blood came rushing into mind . Should i or should I not ? Ughr . I don't understand why God has planned this for me . I'm such bitch with a severe attitudinal problem . Tsk . I smile , I cried . But all this false pretense isn't working to make me feel better . I'm not myself this few days . Something is trying to destroy my happiness that I'm having all along . I'm in a disguise . Ughr . Well reached home around 7+ plus just now . Wandered around aimlessly like some weirdo, which is the reason I'm sick right now . Went to the lift lobby , and the unexpected things happened . I saw him , my ex , sitting on a bench , eyes wandering . I swear I was scared . I ran up the stairs . He keep calling my name and told me not to run . But fcuk I don't care . I don't wanna meet him )': was panting in front of my home , and banged the door . My lil bro opened , with his face shocked . I was crying , like as if I saw some ghost . I slammed the door close . And went to my room . Told lil bro not to open the door before he checked the peep hole . I cried and cried . Wanted to text boyf that he's here . But , my intention was brushed away . He's surely enjoying now , not thinking of me . Oh nvm . I should cry myself to sleep like any other time . Gdbyeee )': |
 A perfectly rebellious lady, A lady full of mixed emotions at the same time, Love to snap random shots at an unexpected timings, I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it. Basically, I'm just a normal humanbeing, just like you guys.  My One & Only Prince Charming♥ He's been my second pillar of strength , right after my family . He guide me,shower me with endless love , And he never seems to end it. That's the reason why we got on stronger throughout this 11 months plus , And we are still counting. |