Love,

Heeeeey wasssssssssuuuuuuuuuppppp ^.^ . It's the 31st today . Ohmy . In less than 12 hours time , it's already the 1st January of 2011 .Time flies really really fast . This year, 2010 has been my worst and best year indeed . I screwed up this year, i've fallen in love with my wonderful boyfriend, i've realise which are my true friends and which are just the bullshits ones(two-faced bitches), i've gotten use to the school timing which normally ends at around 4 plus almost everyday .I really have a lot to say, but currently I'm not in the mood to say lots right here. :)
I've not bought my school books, my school shoes, my school bags, my school uniform( FT complained to my daddy about my short skirt -.-"), my stationeries . UGHR ! How i wish the things i have to buy don't have the word "School" in it ): Sunday, I'm going out with Prince to Penin/ Town. I needa get my black and pink bag for school ! ;D School shoes , i will just stick to Warrior and Kappa. I'm not interested in going shopping for school shoes . No use buying those branded/expensive school shoes. School's gonna ruin my new white shoes if i get those expensive ones , seriously . P.E in the muddy field, idiotic people going around and stepping on your brand new white blinkblink shoes. It's just gonna break your heart when you see that your blinkblink new shoes are already , sadly ruined . Buy cheaper ones better . Planning to get my shoes at Woodlands Centre there (: Bleahblahbloo .My eyes, swollen ): I hate it man . Whenever i'm out of home, my eyes will be a bit okay . But once i'm at home, the stingy pain came, and i suffered . Boohoohoo. Yesterday night, i cried while otp-ing with Prince. I was complaining to him about my mom, and i cried because i was so angry. He scolded me, to stop crying. )': Because my eyes's condition will get worser by then. )': . What to do, i can't help it but cry. Oh whatever it is, i still love you okay bbyboy (: <3
Bby's currently at work . Tonight imma staying at home, munching on potato chips and sipping soda , and after it's 2011 already , i will just go to sleep and give a little rest for my eyes. Blahs . Yes people, i'm not going for any countdown with my boyf . He's working ,and he will be celebrating countdown with his colleagues and boss, since his boss wanted to bring them out for supper . I'm yes, disappointed , stalkers . But at the same time, I DON'T FREAKING MIND . I'M NOT GONNA FIGHT WITH HIM ABOUT THIS SMALL FRIGGING MATTER. -_____-" IT'S NEW YEAR IN LESS THAN 12 HOURS TIME, AND I DON'T WISH TO BE MAD AT SOMEONE I LOVE JUST BECAUSE HE'S NOT CELEBRATING NEW YEAR WITH ME . -_______-" I'M MEETING HIM TOMORROW, OR SUNDAY, THAT'S GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME. HAPPY ENOUGH STALKERS? -_____-"
Sorry i deleted your questions at my fs. But no offence, it irritates me when you ask me so many questions about my r/s matters, and about tonight . I'm not going, and i don't think i'm able to go with my eyes like this . Boyf wouldn't like it if i go out in these condition. Ughr . Not texting him currently, because credit's low, and I'm in no mood with my eyes like this.
I needa bath . Its 3.07pm , and i have not shower . *peace* Goodbye .

13 more days to 11 month with bbylove ♥ (:

Hi once again . Previous post , is just a way for me to calm myself down (': . So yeah . 2011 is in 2 days away man . i'm excited , but not so much . I'm facing the year of the big letter O . OMG . Whatever it is, I AM NOT READY , DAMN IT . Well , tell me , who is ? I've not done a single thing about my homeworks . I'm screwed , like seriously . I HATE HOMEWORKS . I prefer online homeworks . I think , my handwriting is gonna be like shitxsxs after months of not writing & writing for hours . *peace* . My drawings , hahahaha . Don't talk about it please -_-" .
Ughr whatever . I'm not feeling okay . I'm going out , to release stress . Everyone's asleep early today . Bye people .

Hello . Currently , i'm tumblr-ing , spending most of my time on tumblr . Yes , tumblr is my only friend whom i can pout out everything of what i've been holding back all this while . I don't know why , but right now, i'm crying right in front of this big screen computer )': . People keep telling me this ,"Don't worry , your friends are here to cheer you up." "Hey girlf ! We are here . What's up?? Comecome,tell me" and yknow , all other stuffs your friends will said to you whenever you're feeling down . But now , i realise that it's best if i just handle all this alone . Friends , please don't care about me whenever my statuses in fb are so emotional or whatever shit . I'm not being snobbish , but if possible , i'm trying to be independent and settle all the shits that i've messed up alone . Boyf is here , but he's too busy with work to be worrying about the problems i'm facing nowadays . I don't wish to have him worrying about me at the same time . I will just express all my emotions thru tumblr , or thru my private blog . I don't wish for a perfect life . I just wish for the strength i wanted to have to face all the obstacles in my life , no matter how hard or easy the obstacles might be . I just wish for the strength , i just want that )':
Sorry friends,if you think i shunned you guys . It's just that , hais . Some matters are meant to be confidential (': .

Is this true ?? Cause boyf and i are like this . HEHE (:

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Hihihihihihihihi . OMG . It's 3.02am . I've gotto be asleep now , for god's sake . I needa be up early , and go to Granny's crib . Meeting Shafiqah , Syed Sufie , Firdaus , Azzy tomorrow for a movie break at town . Wippppeeee ! Me and Shafiqah are planning to get this beverage tomorrow .

Yesyesyes . I know . It's super nice right . I know . HEHE . Well , that's what Shafiqah told me over and over and over again , until sedap giler babi punya gila babi sumer keluar -_- . Huhu . So thought of tasting it . Yummmmmy . Ok . I don't freaking know what to wear for tomorrow man . HAHAHA . i'm so dead , seriously .

Yeahyeahyeahyeah . I cried when i told boyf that i'm not ready for next year which is in 4 days ! I CRIED ! Ikr . Kental sia me . Crycrycry only i know . Hais . Bleahblahbloo . I'm so not ready for 2011 . Okay bye . I HATE MYSELF . I NEED TO GET MY BEAUTY SLEEP RIGHT NOW .

Okay hie . Omg . It's been 5 days since i last updated my blog . O.o . What to do . I'm suchha lazy girl . But then right , this "cute" , "sachok" , "hot" , "handsome" , funny guy up there , forced me to update my blog . Alright sufie , i got it . Grrr . So this few days at home , was super bored , seriously . I can't help the heat of boredom at home . Saturday , accompanied Granny to Jemputan . The first jemputan was at Bukit Batok . My uncle then picked us up and we proceeded to Jurong West . It was already raining cats & dogs , and even though i was inside the van , i was shivering because of the coldness and air-con somemore . Uncle told me to just stay in the van with my younger cousins , Aleesha & Naim . Aleesha was sleeping while sucking her thumb . So peaceful sia she sleep . Naim was playing with his dad's iPhone . Fell asleep soon . Woke up around 7 plus , Aleesha woke up suddenly too , and she was talking about something . So cute lahh . Hehe .Yadayadayada , Waited for Granny, Auntie and Uncle to come back , and we were off home .
Sunday , accompanied Granny to Serangoon for another wedding . Yeeps . I was wearing red and black , and it was the exact colour of the wedding's theme colour -_-" Malu pls . Went home around 3 plus , slept at Granny's crib for awhile . Was effing exhausted . Woke up at 6 plus , and went home . Bleahhhs . I know right , my posts are getting boring-er as days past by . Grrr .
Oh btw , the family chalet , i enjoyed it lots pls ! Half of the other photos have yet to be uploaded . Below are some pictures . Enjoyyy (:

Oh and i miss this guy here <3 )':

My future husband no. 2 >.<. Husband no. 3 = David Archuleta . Wannnaaa know who's numbeeeeeer oneee ???? Of course it's my Prince >.< . Hehehe . So perasan sia me . But swear , Jesse McCartney is effing hot ! David effing cute ! Prince effing sachok ! Bie takmo kembang okay . Dah lame i tak panggil you Abg Sachok ^.^ . Hehehe . Today apparently , i'm going for a family chalet , Nana's And Atiq's Birthday Celebration . But , erm , not sure if i'm staying over today or not , since tomorrow i'm going out with Prince . If i stay over , i will have to travel from Pasir Ris to Woodlands . Hmm . Maybe i shouldn't stay over . Hmm . Will be going back tonight . Ughr . I can't wait for tomorrow pls )': . Plspls . Okay byebye . I needa bath . >.<

Hiehie . Ikr bie . I'm supposed to be asleep now . Boyf's already strict with my sleeping timing . *peace* I luplup you okay ? Takmo marah . I will just post this some random update before I go to bed (: anyways , tomorrow's plan cocked up )': Boyf's working again . Supposingly yesterday night he should get his pay and he has decided to resign his job aft getting his pay . But then , he's actually getting it tonight . He will be transferred over to Changi Airport's Food Junction Mall today . Hmm . Will be meeting him on 23 . Happy please ! *jumping around in joy* I miss you lah bie . I'm gonna hug you and never let you go . Okay dah bye . I need to have my beauty sleep (: Nights .

You know something’s wrong with me when…

My smile just doesn’t reach my eyes.

Sit there starring at something for the longest time.

Look up and continuously blink.

Give a heavy sigh and shake my head.

Only smile when something’s hilarious.

Sit while hugging my knees.

Mindlessly scribble.

Completely alone not even attempting to be with someone.

Rest my head on your shoulder.

Yes , this is true , apparently (': .

Anyway , i'm gonna have a movie marathon with Prince tomorrow . Yippe! Ok , im succha happy girl now . <3
Byeee .

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I love it when we have long conversations about anything. I love it when we get to hang out together. I love it when we laugh about something completely stupid. I love it when we hold hands while sitting together. I love it when we just stand still hugging while ignoring the rest of the world. I love it when we create wonderful memories together. I love how comfortable I feel telling you that I love you every night before I sleep.

Currently , i'm so pissed off at home . Like seriously . I fcuking hate everything lahhh ! Grrrr . @%^*&(&^

Okay i don't wanna talk about .

Yesterday's pit , urm , i don't wish to talk about it further . I don't wanna be remembering of that such incident . It scares me enough already )': .

Sunday's pit , had an awesome day ! Especially with Shafiqah , Suffie , Firdaus , Azzy and Natyqa . ;D

First of all , went to Shafiqah's house . We gossiped , and we had a similar incident . *winkwink* You know i know eh iqah . *kening up down* After that , bus-ed to Cwp , met the boys . I was feeling so awkward , since it's been long i met this boys . Didn't talked much at first , and soon in the bus , we were kutok-ing people all the way . So fun pls ! HAHA . Walked to the pit , and smoked along the way . Swear it was super hot . They guys were complaining too . =_=" Putera Lilin betol . HAHA . Reached pit , and we were like "Chey ! Dah tinggi sey ! " , "Eh aku lagi tinggi dari kau sey! ;D" ,"Makin lawa eh kau." =_=" Pathetic kan kiter . ikr . HAHA .

Actually there's too much memories . Only pictures will explain everyth (: Seriously . I left the pit around 6 , reached the bus stop , around 7 plus . -_-" Baik right . I know . The walking journey was super long . Went back with the same people whom i went with . Including Natyqa . In the bus , Shafiqah sat with Sufie , storytelling , pouring out what her heart wanted to say all this while . I talked to Firdaus , shared with him everything that i'm feeling at that moment . Thanks fir (: Fell asleep in the bus , because i was super duper sleepy .

Ughr . Okay i gtg . Meeting Prince tomorrow . Yehooooo!

This was when my hair was quite short . Now , errrm , waist length . ;D
Okay my intention of sleeping , was cancelled . Busy chatting with Nana , my luplup cousin . She's complaining how hungry she is -____-" She told me to go over Tiong Bahru (where she's living at) , to teman her eat Mac -____-" Wak lu . Busy entertaining her shits , i've completely forgotten that i've gotto sleep .*peace* Boyf , if you read this , pls don't be mad . Blame Nana . She kept me awake .
Okay dah bye . Needa drink some high-sugar drinks to keep me awake .
ECP , HERE I COME !

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HIHIHI! It's currently 3.30am , 19 December 2010 . I'm super sexcited for today's outing to ECP ; Primary School Reunion BBQ pit . Omg omg omg . I'm so gonna go snapsnapsnap here and there with the hunks & babes there . I miss them like hell lots yknw . We used to be kind of quite close in the past :) , tomorrow , i'm gonna talk & crap & laugh & have fun with them ! Ohmygod . Supposingly have to meet them around 9am at BnS . But then uhhhh , i don't think i'm gonna be waking up early *peace* . So yeah , going with Shafiqah , Suffie , Firdaus and Azzy. Habis lah camera aku . *winkwink* Oh btw . I've just created a private blog just for me,only me , no one else . It will be where i'm gonna release my emotions at . I will only let someone who understands my feelings read it , but i'm not sure who yet . Tsk . Current emotions ; I'm feeling so down , broken into pieces )': .
Chatting with NanaCousin right now . Tsk . I better get to sleep now . Later eyebags , then not pretty already )'; Heheh . Nights! Chow !

I don't know why , but recently , i've been sleeping like a pig :/ Seriouzsly .

me; Hi. Sorry late reply.Baru bngn. Heheheheh. (This was sent at 15.30)
boyf; Pantat kau....Hehhehehex.

-______-" Sedih right . I KNOWWW . Hehehek. Takpe . I'm used to it already (:
Well yesterday otp-ed with dearest Cousin, Nana . Was cursing and swearing . Hehehe . She kept scolding me because i was stubborn . *peace* Then she gotto go , and i suffered alone . Had some misunderstandings with Prince yesterday . :S I was going tingtong yesterday . idk what happened to me . Was not myself . Ate two pills of cold medicine (the tiny yellow colour one which can make you feel drowsy any min) , just so i can go to sleep , and forget about everything that had happened , which literally had made my day like shit . Was about to close my eyes , and suddenly my message tone goes "Message received" -___-" . Prince texted ,"You have 4 notification,but ur blog kenape ader formspring?" -____________-" So replied , and yadayadayada . We apologised and its done . He told me to call him , to talk about tomorrow . So called . Didn't talk much , cause i was like so dizzy and tingtingtingtong . ):
Put down the phone , and yeah . Texted him goodnight and all . He's not asleep due to submitting ITE stuffs online . He passed ! Alhamdulilah <3 (:
Hehehe .
Okay so went to sleep . AND OHMYGOD . I fell off my bed in the morning because i was stunned by my phone's sudden vibration , and Prince's laughing at me -_____-" So mean of him siaaa . Kanina cb nyeh matae . Hahahahaa ;D
Okay dah bye . I needa eat my doughnut .
Taking care .
Oh , i have a boyfriend who loves to spam my formspring with 1 letter word -____-"

IANAA,15
A perfectly rebellious lady,
A lady full of mixed emotions at the same time,
Love to snap random shots at an unexpected timings,
I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it.
Basically, I'm just a normal humanbeing, just like you guys.

Nur Afifi,
My One & Only Prince Charming♥
I'm his princess and he's my prince in our own world called Love.
He's been my second pillar of strength , right after my family .
He guide me,shower me with endless love ,
And he never seems to end it.
That's the reason why we got on stronger
throughout this 11 months plus ,
And we are still counting.
Going back with you may be hard, but going forward without you is impossible. I love you♥.

Achaa♥ ; Adriana ; Atiqahh ; Atikah♥ ; Aqilah ; Erny♥ ;Eliza ; FeezaJ♥ ; Fitri ; Honey♥ ; Yasmin♥ ; Sabrina ; SheeKyn♥ ; Shafiqah♥
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