I smile everyday , because i don't want to have people asking me why i'm so down , and then , i will just broke down and cry .

Yes , i do realise , people do think it's not the time yet to cry and sob here and there about a thing called "Love" . Yes , we are too young to be experiencing all of that .

But i don't see the wrong in loving , crying , and being happy in r/s . 

It's our life . It's up to us how we decide how our life is gonna go like, and how it is gonna end like .

Hais . Right in front of this computer right now , i'm just crying uncontrollably . It just sucks lahh . 

It sucks alot .

Ugrh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I will feel better when im die . Hais . Goodbye .