i'm sorry , but it seems my heart can't  accept you anymore right now . Damn it , i'm sorry .

Now, i realise my heart is locked fer that only one guy that i love for all this while .

Fcuk , i don't give a damn if anyth bad happens , or if that i'm being rejected .

No , i don't care , i will rather suffer and see him happy .

I'm sorry Adi , it just won't  worked out fer both of us .

I'm totally sorry .

Yes , i seriously don't mind if i'm being rejected by him , or whatsoever .

Now i realise , everything that i've done , is because of him .

No , i'm nort blaming him or what , but it's the fact .

I went ahead with Adi , just hoping that i will be able to forget about him ,

I fought a battle with my heart , trying to get rid of the love fer him ,

And replace Adi's love with it ,

I fought strong and hard , and it seems to go away ,

I was relieved , but only for a moment ,

As my love fer Adi fades away slowly , my love for him came back ,

And once again fought fer its place in my heart );

By then , i was weak already , and gave in );

I just don't know how it grew strong , but it just did .

Now , even though i still love him , and even though he rejects me , or i get a negative feedback ,

I won't mind . I'm willing to let myself suffer );

FCUK MY LIFE .

I told all my friends that i'm moving on from him , and seem to let go of all my past ,

But i realise , i can't .