Tuesday, November 10, 2009
 FCUKFCUKFCUKFCUK . I hate my life ): Everything sucks alot . I can't be happy , I know i can't . Damn it ): *insertsnamehere* , i'm sorry for keeping you waiting fer my decision ): I know , you love me , and you are trying yr best to care fer me , You told me to cut down on my smoking habits , Yes , i'm trying to , And thanks fer understanding me . I'm just still depressed of what is happening in my life ): Believe me , i love you in my heart now , but we will just have to wait fer the time . I'm just still down , and still nort ready ): I just begged you , i don't want my past to be repeated . But now , we are nort talking ): I cried on the phone yesterday , and i justt hung up on you . I'm confuse over what you meant . You called me many times , but i just buried my face between the pillows , and hugg the Winnie The Pooh that you gave me , tightly ); Tears just kept on rolling down my cheeks repeatedly . You text me to call you back , and that you won't sleep , and keep on waiting fer me to call you back ); But i refuse , 'cause i know if im otp with you , i will continously be crying , and you will tell me to stop crying if i still love you ); I love you , but why must it be like this ); I didn't slept the whole night yesterday , and kept on wondering what's going on with my life ); Why must it be like this ?? ): I kept on crying . I love you , you care for me , you bring a smile to my face everytime i'm down , you made me laugh every single time i met you or onthephone with you , I love you , i really do ): Just that , i'm nort ready fer all this yet . I'm still hurt ); |
 A perfectly rebellious lady, A lady full of mixed emotions at the same time, Love to snap random shots at an unexpected timings, I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it. Basically, I'm just a normal humanbeing, just like you guys.  My One & Only Prince Charming♥ He's been my second pillar of strength , right after my family . He guide me,shower me with endless love , And he never seems to end it. That's the reason why we got on stronger throughout this 11 months plus , And we are still counting. |