Love,

fcukfcukfcuk .
i'm so pissed off right now .
gahhhh . bye .

anw , i missss my monyet . )):
he went fer the OBS camp thingy .
Damn it .
Ugrhhh .

Psstpsst , hello ;D

Firstly , sorry fer disappearing myself in blog these days ;D

Well , i was actually superb LAZYYYYYY . zzzzzzzzzzz

Andand , i was busyyy ;D

Kayh now , updating news bout myself .

Currently , i just gort attached with Adi Sufyan from my school aye (:

He's turning sec 4 next year , yadayadayada .

And obviously , he's TALL ,

Well , i hate saying this , but precisely , i'm sososo short than him ;D

Fcuk . Damn it .

Hoho .
And our date was on the 20th of November 2009 ;D

Yarlahh , late right ?

Nehhmind , same school mahhhh .

Hoho .

All the previous post , about *insertsnamehere* , something happen uh kayh .

And hey *insertsnamehere* , its nort because of ADI , my attitude towards you changed .

It's because of YOU , i changged .

We are nort even steady yet , but yet , we fought over the tiniest things .

I'm so fcuked up .

You know i hate arguing with someone i love right ?

But you forgot all about that .

I fcuking hell don't believe much guys now .

Sweet words are meant to hurt your heart .

And ouh , i just gort back from volleyball camp just noww .

it's 3 days , 1 night .

Which meant , 1st day is a day camp , second day is a sleepover night .

Yesterday's campfire was truly heartbreaking okayh..

Almost most of the volleyball seniors have to give a 'speech' about why they join volleyball and their experience and stuffs .

With Mr Aw around , we cried ,

because precisely , he's leaving the volleyball team from today onwards .

He will be transferred over to basketball .

Fcukfcukfcukfcuk .

Another problem , Coach Marcio is leaving us too . ))));

Fcuk luhr .

So yesterday , we , the volleyball team spent as much as time together as one CHRIST CHURCH team ,

and we spent lots of time giggling away , barbeque chickens , satays , hotdogs , crabmeats , stingray , and squid .

Hell , now i'm missing those time ));

And yes , today's the last training of the year ,

as we are only training during the november holidays , and december , the indoor sports hall will be used by Netball , i think (?)

Damn it . I want to TRAIN , and i want to PLAY VOLLEYBALL ,

and nort slacking at home lahh , doing nothing but watching the dumbass tv ):

So i cried too , just now , and yesterday , during the campfire , when i was going my 'speech' , i try to stay strong , and nort cry in front of the others .

i kept a strong fcuking voice , 'cause nadiah , who's sitting beside mee , told me this , ' if you cry , i slap yr face ' .

Wtf ?

But she herself is cryingg . -.-

Greattt eyhq .

So jyeah , we spent most of the time playing volleyball , nort forgetting watching movies , playing soccer and captain's ball ;D

It's superb duperb funnnn lahh okayhh ;D

Haha ;D

But too bad , Shikin missed most of the time .

Haiyoo .

About the movies , it's seriously funny .

Moi and i kept screaming when *inserts* ,

And Mr Aw kept pausing the movie , cause we screamed -.-

Obviously , the movie is hell too way suspense .

Damn it .

Hoho .

Ohmygod .

i miss Mr Aw ,

I miss Coach Marcio ,

I miss my volleyball teammates ,

I miss the whole 541' Clique ,

I miss Adi Monyet (: ,

And last of all ,

I miss volleyball training ! ));

YEAH , I MISS MY MONYET , 'CAUSE ,

he went for NCC camp at woodgrove sec,

but he's just monitoring the situation at night ,

Night duty stuffs -.-

But i just met him yesterday morning , and today's morning .

Hoho .

He went out of Woodgrove Sec in the morning ,

cause he has soccer training in school ,

so he waited for my camp to end .

And yadayadayada , went to Tekong with others and slack .

Kayh , got to go now . i want to sleep , and then later at night , call my monyet and accompany him while he's doing his night dutyyy . -.-

Haha , syggggg nyehr pasal .

kayhh tatata . :D

Labels: ice blast ;D

Ouhh , very random to find me smiling like that huh ? (:

Yadayadayada . Practically , i'm still down .

Definitely nort in my superbest mood ever .

Haish .

Everything sucks alot lahr .

Seriously .

I can't be happy , AT ALL .

tsktsk .

Fcuk my life upside down lahr .

Damn it .

The previous post , i won't tell you guys what's its about /what happen .

Haish . Only certain people knew bout it .

Damn it lahr . Fcukfcukfcuk .

Well , got to go now . Wanna go mommy's work place , take money , go cwp , meet Ahmoi first , then go eat and then slackkkk .

I'm superb hungry at home , and mommy didn't even cook a single thing -.-"

Gahh , got to go . *stomach growling*

Tsk .

Bye .

FCUKFCUKFCUKFCUK .

I hate my life ):

Everything sucks alot .

I can't be happy ,

I know i can't .

Damn it ):

*insertsnamehere* , i'm sorry for keeping you waiting fer my decision ):

I know , you love me , and you are trying yr best to care fer me ,

You told me to cut down on my smoking habits ,

Yes , i'm trying to ,

And thanks fer understanding me .

I'm just still depressed of what is happening in my life ):

Believe me , i love you in my heart now ,

but we will just have to wait fer the time .

I'm just still down , and still nort ready ):

I just begged you , i don't want my past to be repeated .

But now , we are nort talking ):

I cried on the phone yesterday , and i justt hung up on you .

I'm confuse over what you meant .

You called me many times , but i just buried my face between the pillows , and hugg the Winnie The Pooh that you gave me , tightly );

Tears just kept on rolling down my cheeks repeatedly .

You text me to call you back , and that you won't sleep , and keep on waiting fer me to call you back );

But i refuse , 'cause i know if im otp with you , i will continously be crying , and you will tell me to stop crying if i still love you );

I love you , but why must it be like this );

I didn't slept the whole night yesterday , and kept on wondering what's going on with my life );

Why must it be like this ?? ):

I kept on crying .

I love you , you care for me , you bring a smile to my face everytime i'm down ,

you made me laugh every single time i met you or onthephone with you ,

I love you , i really do ):

Just that , i'm nort ready fer all this yet .

I'm still hurt );

Hey yaw . I just reached home from a wedding reception ( jemputan ) .
Gahhhh , even though it's only for awhile ,
I was like so fcuking tired .
Was sneezing at home like some retarded asshole ,
Mummy says , i didn't have enough sleep .
Yess mum , you're right .
I slept at 2 plus in the morning yesterday , on the phone with *insertsnamehere* ,
And woke up around 8 plus .
Wow . Great , 8 plus in the morning on a saturday ?
Ianaaa is so random ;D
Was bloghopping just now , and watch some volleyball videos on YouTube . ;DDDD
FASCINATINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ;DDDDDD
Kayhhh , got.to.go .
I wanna eat , and take my medicine , and SLEEEP ;D
Tataaaa .

You told me you love me for who i am ,

I appreciate that , and i'm glad you accept me for who i am ,

instead of changing me and my attitude , and the way i live my life .

I'm glad that you will wait for me till i'm ready to be your one and only ,

I need time to think who i'm choosing ,

I don't wish to get myself and my heart being fooled around again ):

I'm sick of all this nonsense that has been ruling my life ):

I just hope , when i made the decision to be with you ,

we will last pretty long , and i don't wanna be playing games around with you .

My heart now , has part of you in it , even though we just knew each other

And i wish my love for you will spread as time goes by .

Thanks fer understanding me & my situation , *insertsnamehere* (:

Ouh hell yeah , i'm moving on .
it's worthless .
Thanks fer all the support sisters .
I love you guys truckloads .
Kayh chow . got to goooooooooooooooo .
Hell fcuking tired .
And ouhouh , i love my newwwwww pinkyyyyyy phone ! ;DDDD
LG KP500 ;D

Kayh byeee .

i'm leaving you and him behind .

you got her already , i can't be the third party .

i'm sorry .

You know you got to make a choice ,

but you refused .

It all stops here right now .

Goodbye .

Wow . I'm fully 'booked' today .

Going out with Daddy to get me a new handphone ! *grins widely*

Meeting *insertsnamehere* fer awhile ,

Meeting Shikin after that ,

Going to CWP to buy something which i have been craving for since last weeek ! ;D

And then , straight to Grandma's House fer family gathering ((:

Woahh .

Suchhha dayy .

Yadayadayada . Gotto go now .

Gotta get ready .

Adios . Tata (:

IANAA,15
A perfectly rebellious lady,
A lady full of mixed emotions at the same time,
Love to snap random shots at an unexpected timings,
I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it.
Basically, I'm just a normal humanbeing, just like you guys.

Nur Afifi,
My One & Only Prince Charming♥
I'm his princess and he's my prince in our own world called Love.
He's been my second pillar of strength , right after my family .
He guide me,shower me with endless love ,
And he never seems to end it.
That's the reason why we got on stronger
throughout this 11 months plus ,
And we are still counting.
Going back with you may be hard, but going forward without you is impossible. I love you♥.

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