Tuesday, September 8, 2009
 Sorry , but hell yeah , im just so down , That my interest fer blogging and internet , has just , gone down . Perhaps you guys know why . Isn't it like so obvious ? I would like to apologise to people who have been trying to contact me thru my phone , but i didnt reply yr msgs , or returned yr calls . I just nort in the mood fer this few days , and i just pushed my phone to the another side . I avoided you guys's calls & msgs . So sorry . Im just , ouh well , sorrry . Yeah , i have nort been using my phone fer some certain reasons . Im just so sorry guys . Sometimes , i didnt bring along my handphone when im out . So jyeah , sorry truckloads . I kept myself busy these days , and i spent most of the times with some certain friends . Friends who knew bout my sufferings ; Hey guys , i just wanna thank you guys fer being there fer me most of the time . I really appreciate you guys alot . ShikinClone , thanks aye . I owe you alot , thanks fer being there when i need you most . I talked to you bout my feelings , and im glad you understand me . Wan , you too , thanks alot fer words of laughters to cheer me up . I hope that you will helped me bout that aye . Thanks . Salam , you just rock (: You too , i spilled out all my feelings towards you , and really glad you understand me too . To other those whom i have left out , a million thanks to you guys . (: Thanks fer yr words of encouragement && show of care towards me [: Thanks fer offering me tissues when i cried . Thanks aye guys , i just don't know how i should show you guys my gratitude . Lovee ya people . You guys rock , really ;D And yeah , ouh my arm was injured , and i have to go around with part of left arm being bandaged -.-" It sucks lahh , seriously , when you have people staring at yr arm weirdly . -.-" A-hole . Ouh jyeah , Haikal went fer his NCC camp fer three days , and tmr he will be back , Hmm , yeah , even though there's nothing going on between us , we stilll contact randomly , but nort always . Jyeahhhhh . Im still down , even though im smiling & laughing . it just hurts me real badly . i wish i can have you back here . i wish i can hug you when im scared and cold . i wish i can feel you kissing my cheeks again when im feeling down . i wish i can feel the warmth of yr hands in my hands again when i need you . i just wish i can hear you laughing again , calling me monkey , when i did something clumsy . i just wish i can feel you hugging me from the back suprisingly . i just wish we will still have the times again when we were laughing out loudly under the void deck , teasing each other and chasing one another . i just wish , you will pinch my cheeks again , and let me pinch yr cheeks back . i wish i can still feel yr arm around my shoulders , pulling me close towards you and kissing my cheeks repeatedly . ouh dear , i really miss everything bout you , and im still waiting fer you , to be back here by my side . i wish upon the shooting star , hoping all my wishes come true . I love you , i really do ); Labels: sorry ): |
 A perfectly rebellious lady, A lady full of mixed emotions at the same time, Love to snap random shots at an unexpected timings, I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it. Basically, I'm just a normal humanbeing, just like you guys.  My One & Only Prince Charming♥ He's been my second pillar of strength , right after my family . He guide me,shower me with endless love , And he never seems to end it. That's the reason why we got on stronger throughout this 11 months plus , And we are still counting. |