my appetite is no longer there .

with beloved friends , i've tried to keep a smile on my face ,

whereas i know , my heart is aching terribly .

SnipSnap , its over );

Yes , yr parents had it all .

Yr parents had the power to break us up .

I wonder , why is yr parents blaming me everything fer yr results ??

Whyy ??

Am i too cruel , to let someone i love alot , fail his examinations ??

Am i that cruel , to let someone i love alot , has loads of RED marks on his results ?

Am i that cruel ?
But instead , fer all this time , since yr Mid-Year examinations results turned out pretty bad ,
i let you study , i force you to study , i don't allow you to go out often ,
i didn't contact you when you're having tuitions , cause i want you to concentrate on yr studies ,
But now , what all i get after forcing you , screaming at you , fought with you because of studies ,
is a PATHETIC break up .
And yes, i know , there , yr parents standing , laughing at me , seeing me suffering after you were forced to leave me .
They are putting ALL the blame on me .
But now , let me ask you a question .
Do you think that going out late at schoolnights with yr family members and only returned home during the wee hours in the morning benefits you ??
 When i asked you if you can go out studyy with me and some other friends of ours , yr dad doesnt allow you to go .
But when it comes to going out late at night , doing nothing , but slack here and there , go shopping ,
went to JB almost every weekends , obsessing yr mind with CARS , RACING , and some other shitxzxz stuffs , yr dad has no problem with that !
Whats wrong now huh ?
They all pathetically think ITS ALL MY BLOODY FAULT !
Yr parents think they are doing the right thing , thinking that i obsessed yr mind with stupid stuffs ,
interrupting yr studying time all the time , when it is them who's doing it !
Im nort blaming yr parents fer evrything , but why must yr parents let me be the one to suffer ??
Whyy ?
I remembered when yr dad called me late at night , screaming at his top of his voice , asking me why i wanted to have a relationship with you . i just kept quiet and he keep on screaming at me , and saying he will want to come over to my house and meet my parents .
I seriously have no problem with that .
Come and meet my parents .
If yr dad seriously think im the one destroying evrything , why is my results maintaining , why does my results doesnt show any serious failure ?
Just tell me whyy .
Am i the one interrupting yr studies , or is it yr dad interrupting yr studies , obsessing yr mind with shitxzxz stuffs ?
Im just speechless alr .
Im the one suffering fer evrything , while you stood there , unable to move , seeing me crying everytime ,
and then asking me to stop cryingg .
I dont know what you felt bout me anymore ..
But yes , i wont be forgetting bout you that easily .
We had this agreement aye ?
Hmm , i just seriously don't understand everyth .
I just hope all my tears fer you is worth it .
I know , im really soft inside , and i broke down easily , heck care bout dontknowhowmany eyes looking at me weirdly .
I just hope that , you will never forget bout me .
You know ill be waiting fer you , and i will keep on encouraging you to excel in yr studies , heck care bout yr dad .
i will just be right here waiting fer youu , you know i will , you know my promise to you is right .