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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Woooooohoooo ! Finally ! I met Abg StarFish Yesterdayyy ! ((: Haha , wait , Starfish aka Fish aka Fishie aka Firman . (: Lol . That's what he told me . LALALALA ((: Kayh , he looks like Suffiey , Seriously . Haha ! And Abgggg , you're not SHORT . If you're taller than me , You're already considered TALL , my dearest brotherr . Hahaaaaa ! (: gooooooood . And yes ! When i was at Bukit Panjang with Irah , got this two minahhhh , but minahhh cine uhh . She talk in chinese with her Ah lian friend , Irah says , they were talking bout us , and laughing bout us . Heck caree uh . Then they laughed loudly , and in betweeen some words that they spoke , they said that , WE ARE PRIMARY SCHOOOL KIDS ?!! What the fuck ! Do i wore a primary school uniform , When ACTUALLY , i was wearing my SCHOOL uniform . Fcuk lahh theyy . Then , when they got down from the bus ( they broad the same bus as us -.- ) They hit the panel thingy i was leaning on to . WHAT THE HELL LAHH ! they think what , they sooo big and cool uhh ? ! Go to hell lahh ! They stared at us , so we STARED back lahh . Nak takot aper ??? Dorang nak kejar bus tuhh ?! Fcuk betol . Then when i told abg starfish bout it , And i got to know , THEIR uniform was , actually from REGENT SECONDARY SCHOOL . Sorryy uh Regent Sec. Students , no offencee . Just those girls . Freakk lahh . Love / Like / Love / Like ((: *insertsnamehere* !! Haha , i like you , you know you know . Haha , okayh iana , that's lame , seriously -.- Cute sia you , the way you confess to me . Lol . And bytheway , pleasepleaseplease don't doubt me about me loving him again bolehh takk ? ! I dont like him , i dont love him , i dont admire him , i DONT even think i know him anymore seyh you ! Damn it . Im not gonna love that kind of guy after what he have done to mee . Seriouslyy lahh . Kayh whatever . I have enough of it and HIM . *insertsnamehere* , dont doubt me anymore kaykay you ? ((: Kayhlahh , got to goo . Macam takder mood uhh . Dahh lah handphone kene confiscated dari Cikguu . Hmphfft . Teacher ! Come to school tomorrow ! I want my handphone backk lahhhhhhhhhh ! Kayh byeeeeeeeeeeeeee . -.- Labels: Smile you asshole (: Friday, March 27, 2009 Yess , he just broke my heart . i mean , HE REALLY DID LAST NIGHT . ive been crying like hell for the whole one hour , ever since receiving that msg from him . ohmygod , i cry like some freaking weirdo . but nevermind , at least i get to cry my whole heart out . And at last , cry myself to sleep . i swear to myself that if in the future , i WON'T LET ANY GUYS , promise me anything . I hate promises frm now on . Love me ? Ouh nonono . CORRECTIONS ! You love HURTING ME . im crying not because of he leaving me , but because he promises me and stuffs , and he broke it ALREADY ! Hey , please , if you can't promise me , don't promise me . 'Cause you're just hurting me lahhhhh deyh . And yeah , i cried on the way to school this morning . In the bus , keep thinking of him , why does he have to leave me at this stage ? And somemore , without any reasons . Im done with you . Go with those girls , One from SEMBAWANG sec , And Another from SI LING sec . Gosh , i hate that names . Assholes / Freaks . Cry Ianaa , Cryyyyyyyyyy your whole heart out . Okayh , that's what Abg Says . Labels: hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee promisessss Sunday, March 22, 2009 Gahh , just got back from Jalan Besar CC , teman-ing the guys , taking the white belt grading test , then take shoes ( free oit ! *chuckles * ) , thenthen , ermm .. Dont know ? Lol . Well , i love my abg StarFish (:  Thanks Abg , for being there for me when i need some attention , at least . LOL (: Gah , from now on , ill just be CAREFUL ( with some weird people , especially ! ) , and try to solve things ASAP , which meant , AS SOON AS POSSIBLE . ((: Gahh , bye lah . Bored lah dumbass. P.S = Hafis ! i will message you as soon as i top up okayh ? (: = AbgStarfish ! i too will mesage you once i top up okayh ? Sayaaang kamurh , and miss you abg (: This is what happens ALWAYS . >When i have prepaid , NO ONE , okayh , at least there's 1 or 2 people , msging me . But when i have NO prepaid , damnit , people start to msging me , and flood my inbox , UNREPLY . Gahh . Labels: StarFish StaarFish Staaarfish All this hurt me enough . Im tired of getting hurt , Crying All day long , wont just make me feel better . Yet , it made me feel worse ! Bby , doesnt mean i say that , this world means nothing to me , and i should just leave this world , doesnt mean that i dont love you , and dont care 'bout you anymore . If i didnt love you , i wouldn't even cared bout you , i wouldn't bother to msg you , i wouldn't even cry because of you , Do you know how much it hurts inside of me , to hear you say that i dont even care to find out what's happening to you ?? You said i don't understand you at all , i dont even want to understand you , Bby , do you even remember when i told you , crying , that now , im trying to be the one understanding girl you want all this while , im trying really hard , and now you don't believe in me . Reality , hurts me alot . And im serious , that i wish i could just run away from reality . Ouh God , Take me away to somewhere , where i can find peace . All this isn't just right . Labels: but you dont . ):, I believe in me Friday, March 20, 2009 im sorry abg.I just cant take it anymoree.Now, i've let my emotions controlled me. Kay,now to *insertsnamehere* I dont care if you wanna meet up with any of your girl-friends. You can text them , you can call them or whatever . I've told you what i felt , and i just dont know what you're going to do . I love you , but you treat me like this . Why didnt they message or contact you from the start we knew each other ? Why would this thing happened now ?? Why ? Is it my bad luck charm that cause it to happpened nowww ? I told you , i ask you , what will you feel if guys comment me , saying im hawt/cute/pretty and other stuffs , message me at deadly night , asking for meets , stead . What will you feel ??? You sayy , of course , pain in the heart , and you know , i felt that way right now . But what ? What did you do ? You just told me , you loved me , and im the only one in your heart ? What about those girls ? You continued entertaining them ? Hais . Saying this wont cost me anything , but heartbroken . Crying all day long , all night long , is useless dear . I just wish i could run away from reality . Guys had caused me enough pain . Its totally enough . No one proves to me , that , Happily Ever After exists in these type of world . Labels: Cry All Night Long ); Thursday, March 19, 2009 Gahh , im not myself anymore . i just doesnt feel the same way i used to feel . im sorry cause i made you feel bad all the time . yeah , it's no use telling you what i felt , cause i know you cant do anything about it right . hais , all those girls comments on your profile , made me doesnt feel right . They seem lot more perfect than i am . im sorry , once again . Just wanna say that i love you still . ): hais . Tuesday, March 17, 2009 BOYFRIEND ! lol , sorry hor i keep giving you suspense . Hehe . Always , you keep giving me suspense right ! But no matter what , i will always love you tauu . Haha Kayh , now currently at grandma's house . Bored giler nak mampus . Haha . Kayh bye . Nak balik . take caree . Labels: LOL LOL LOL (: Kay , which is the last day since i last posted ? Bahhh *scratching head* Kayh , push it off from your mind Iana ! Hmm , well, mom and me are not talking to each other i believe . I dont know lah , i dont even care pun . Gahhh , freaking hell ! Im hungryy oit . Ive been playing the laptop , without even eating anything !! Yeah , mom came back , thats why i soo lazy to go to the kitchen . Hmm , sorry boyfriend 'cause i made you feel bad and stuffs . im sorry , i didnt mean it . i really truly love you , but i dont know whyy i made conclusions without thinking twice . im sorry once again , i dont have the slightest intention to be mad at you , or trying to make things complicated so that we fought and stay away from each other . No no no , i really love you , and i want it to stay that wayy . And i know you also really truly loves me , and i promised you that i wont make you dissapointed and left you like how your ex left you before . (: i love you Muhd Ramadhan Bin Shahrin (: Kayhh , now what ? Ouh yeahh , NUR SHAFIQAH BINTE SULAIMI ! Im so sorryyyyyy bout yesterday last minute i didnt go to KFC , my dad is at home , and he hid my wallet . damn it sia ! so sorry tau , for causing you trouble , followed me back home . Sorry tauu ): Kayh , done . Bye peeps . Labels: 080309 (: LoveLoveLove Saturday, March 14, 2009 HELLO PEEPS . LOL. im currently listening to Love Story yaww . today i didnt go out . *sobsobs* mommy didnt let me go out , but then if mummy lett me go out also , i dont know where to go . anyway , *insertsnamehere* ! just forget bout her lahh . damn it sia she , she treat you like one big piece of crap sia . there are more better girls out there who deserves you sia . just forget bout her and move on . gahh , boyfie was mad at this one girl named 'irahh' this morning , she chatted with him and stuffs , and begin to talk shit . damn it , she says i love to play with guys feelings ?! damn her lahh . then she ask boyfie to break up with me , and stead with her ?!( gahh gahh , dream on lahh you shit . ) she thought she so perfect her . and thats why boyfie was mad at her . FULLSTOP . Okayhh , im done . i wanna go drink MANGO MILSHAKE . LOL. byebye , farewell peeps .(: Labels: im owned by Muhd Ramadhan Helmi (: GAHHH . YEAY ! i get to contact with him back . Kay lol . RELAX IANA , RELAX . Kay lame . Wooohoo ! Cant believe that i woke up this early on A SATURDAY ? haha . but got reasons lahh .Supposingly , i have to go to briefing in my school this morning with mom and dad . i woke up late , i looked at my mom , and she says , nevermind , no need to go . WOOHOO ! Lazy sia . but still , its for the better of my Sec 3 level what! Kay now i dont know what to do . im damnnnn boreed . K bye . tke cre yaw people . xD , i love you . Labels: Briefing, Briefing (: Thursday, March 12, 2009 Hello Humans (:Lol . of course you're human lahhh .Haha . Lol . kay , lame .God , so tired . Reach home around 5 plus . Followed Naddy to Bukit Panjang to meet her dearest .Luckily Salam follow , got someone to talk to . lol . Kay now , currently eating Mister Potato Chips ! Haha , nice lahh eyh . Kay now i gotto confess something ! i miss you Muhd Ramadhan Helmi !!! ): Serious siol . i miss him alot . But hey , what to do ? We cant contact for a few days , i mean for like a moment of time . yeah,my handphone got confiscated , and hys , erm dad ? gahh , i dont know . But what i know is , I LOVE YOU AND MISSS YOUUUUU ALOT MUHD RAMADHAN HELMI ! kayy dah , anyway , 'insertsnamehere' ! dont give up lahhh you gundu , you still got the chance kannnnnn . dont let it get away just like that ! if you ever let her go , i swear , i reallyreallyreally swear that im gonna scream at you like shit ! im sure you wont forget bout it . lol (: macam paham siot iana !! haha . yesterdayy , urrrrm . kay , i meet ramadhan after school . ouh bby , sorry cause i kept you waiting , you know the reason whattwhatt right ? sorry bby ): AIRDEE ! LOL Sorry for calling you monyet tau ABG Airdee , Just kidding leyhh . Yeah , you called me Theodore , i Called you monyet , bad girl right me ? Haha (: Kayh lahh , i got to go . NAKKKK SHOWERR LAHH DUDE Haha . Kay byee . Why Are People This Days Weird ? You Love Me , But You Didnt Admit It , And Avoid Me When You Know Im Attached . We Are Still Friends Right ? But Hey I know , To You , IM JUST A STRANGER . DONT TALK TO ME ANYMORE LAHH YOU IDIOTIC GUY . PFFT . -.- Kay im done . BYE ! (: Take care weirdos / freaks / asshole / jerks and whatever/whatever/whatever . HAHA YEAH , ITS SO 'FUNNY' LAME .-.- I LOVE YOU BABY (: 080309 Tuesday, March 10, 2009 Hello (: Kay , i think im now into blog ! huahua . Kayh , whats so funny bout that huh iana ? Hehs . Well , today ? Didnt go for volleyball training . Sick sia ! Mahn , damn it ! Just now during PE lesson , which was swimiming lesson -,- , but then i didnt swim lahhh , sick what ! haha . but then have to run siol , kay not run , SPRINT ! damn it . like hell sia , at last , i ask if i can jog , lol . got lung problem . hehe .' hmm, then go meet bby for awhile (: lol , laughlaughlaugh . am i that shy bby ? haha . lol . but still , ily ((: reach home , then got MATHS tuition . how bout that huh ? i chew chew chew my chewing gum lotlot . lol . bahhh , im boreed .' take careee people . PS , i love bby (: |
 A perfectly rebellious lady, A lady full of mixed emotions at the same time, Love to snap random shots at an unexpected timings, I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it. Basically, I'm just a normal humanbeing, just like you guys.  My One & Only Prince Charming♥ He's been my second pillar of strength , right after my family . He guide me,shower me with endless love , And he never seems to end it. That's the reason why we got on stronger throughout this 11 months plus , And we are still counting. |