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Tuesday, February 8, 2011
I'm sorry love for not being the perfect girlfriend you wanted to have all this while. I'm sorry baby, because I was never good enough for you. I'm sorry dear, for being too stubborn with you and my family. I'm sorry syg, because I always make up excuses just like you say. I'm sorry boncet, because I kept on whining for things I know it will be hard to get. I'm sorry bie, for making you come all the way to my school from Macpherson, just to fetch me from school and send me back home. I'm sorry darling, for always making you mad with my sucked up attitude. I'm sorry syg, for always forcing you to meet me even though you are tired.I'm sorry dear, for always forcing you to do this and that. I'm sorry bby, for always making you bring my heavy bag and files and books, even when I know you're really exhausted. I'm sorry love, for having you to entertain me night and day, just to make me happy. I'm sorry bie, for always delaying your time to sleep. I'm sorry my love, for not listening to you, and not stay at home and complete my coursework, instead, i went out and slack. Im sorry love, for insisting on things to be done this way, my way. I'm sorry bie, for always annoying you with my whining. I'm sorry for being the stubborn bitch who won't listen to what others says. I'm sorry bby, for expecting too much things. I want to meet you everyday because I just need a hug, a kiss, a smile, and hear a laughter from you to just give me the strength of going through my problems in school and at home. At nights, I just need to hear us laughing, joking around, I just want to talk forever with you, cause once I put down the phone, negative thoughts rush into my mind. I sulk, I whine, because I just wanna be pampered by you )': I miss the old days where you will just hug and kiss me whenever I sulk. All that, brightens up my mood, my heart. I miss getting pampered )': I miss being the girl who always get a hug and a kiss from her boyfriend whenever she sulks and get all moody. I miss those. I just love you too much, that's why. )': words can't really explain what my heart wanna say to you, how much I love you, and how much I need you this time. I just miss the old you. )': goodnight. Saturday, February 5, 2011    What my awesome sweet primary school girlf write about me. ): SHE CLEARLY STATED THERE THAT I'M NOT CUTE. HOW CAN THIS BE?!  Here's what i wrote to her back :DDDDD  MEET MUA AWESOME SWEET PRIMARY SCHOOL GIRLFRIEND MANN :D Siul uhh . Kiter couple lame ok. DAHHHHHH NAK MASUK 6 TAHUN SIUUULS. ;D Okay hi. Ohmygawd. I'm still not asleep. Hopefully boyf won't be mad at me much. *cross fingers* It's been succha long time since i last slept lateee. AAAAHHHHH . December memories. Aahhh shusshhee dddeee shushh! Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih. You're taking O levels Iaannaa, damn it. Weeehooo. Dah lame siuls aku tak update. Fcuk who cares. Guess there aren't any readers. Ughr whatever. I don't live up to people's expectations _l_ So yessss. CNY knncb so boring. Kedai sume tutup. Racist siol. So what if you all nak celebrate? Khiwakk. Hellllllooooo. Please think about other races living in this country okkkk! Binget siol. Ok dahh. Metttt Shafiqahhh girlfriend todayyy. Ahhhhhh. iloveyou lahhhhh asshole :D We did our hws/artwork at KFC(Fuchun CC) . Texted boyf also, he went fishing at Changi yesterday. Sanggup bangun pukul 6 pagi. Bayek. Maybe , meeting him tomorrow, high chance going dating. :D I don't wanna expect too much, i don't wanna end up in disappointment again. Both of us decide for each other's outfit for tmr, sho cute >.< He told me what to wear, i told him what to wear :D Waaahhhhhhhh. Okk. I'm now currently home alone with Daddy. Brothers went for chalet, socccer team one, didn't tagged along because most of them are boys, duhr! They will be back todayyy. Aaaahhh. Rumah gereyhq siol senyap2 . Tskk. Mommy working. Boyf's fast asleep like a piggy now since he's been out of home for more than 12 hours yesterdayyyyy . Ohhhhh. Mommy and Daddy bought for me my favourite perfumee! Boum! Aaahhhh. Sayangg korang <3 . Okayy byeee. I need to sleep. Night. Thursday, January 20, 2011  Dearest lil cousin ; Nurul Atheera <3 Hello wellow. Okay, it's been *counting days using my short fingers* 6 days since i last updated. *PEACE* I was feeling veryveryvery lazy okay, to post. School's been tiring, but fun! <3 Australians P.E teachers came over to our school from Australia(duhr-.-")for some attachment, as usual. Every year, at the beginning of the year, around 5-6 P.E teachers will come over to our school for attachments. I saw this one velyvely hot guyyyy, i mean one of the P.E teachers . OMG. *melts* Okay he's mine, back off. Bleah. JK. Nur Afifi's mine one and only ^.^ . I've forgotten his name. *peace* yes, we had P.E today, so he and one of this blonde pwetty lady took over our class for today. I can't run much, because of my bloody fooot ): Sadded right. So i tried running on my tiptoes. HEKHEK. Superb cool, lot of runnings here and there practically at the running track outside of my school. The hot PE teacher gave me motivation to tryandtry running, and it doesn't matter if i jogged or walked, because he wouldn't want me to hurt myself. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH . <3 Uperb melts. HEKHEK. He has a piercing at his ear there. We were then split into two groups, group 1 and 2. Group 1 goes to the hothot guy first, and Group 2 went over to the teletubbies hill with the ladddyy. Well, guessguess what group am i in? Group 1, duhhhhhrr! ^.^ So we ran around some cones for like 3 minutes, run, jog, walk,brisk walk. Cool right me. HEKHEK. After running, we gathered, and he told us to check for our pulse rate. Basically, yesterday's P.E lesson is about our pulse rate, how fast our heartbeat go doopdoopdoopdoop after some fitness running or what, how healthy can we be if our pulse rate are quite low at a resting pulse rate. Cool right, i know. We switched places with Group 1, and we went over the Teletubbies Hill. Aaaaaahhhh. We have to run all the way to the upupup hill, and jogged slowly back to the bottom of the hill. When she blowed the whistle, fuhhh! everyone was very the energetic , lari punye lah semangat, but when it comes to the part of going down the hill, haiyaakkk! all pancit alr -.-" ikr. semangat seminit aje. So everyone was like panting, and jogging or walking very slowwwwwwwwwww. HEHE. i was one of them , duhr! HOHO. came down back, checked our pulse rate again. Went back to canteen, drank a bit of water. Told the lady that the hothot guy told us to tell her that she's veryvery mean :P haha. cute right! and she laughed about it. HEKHEK. so yes, that's the fun part of yesterday. And boyf is like kind of pissed off because i runnn when actually my foot is hurting like fcuk, and he thought i run because of the hot teacher. -.- Aiyakkk. I don't want be left out lah, i don't want people to think that i very spoilt brat lah. Haiyakkk. Love you only k Nur Afifi Bin Sahhime, you onlyyy ♥♥♥. Today? Errr. Not sureee yet :/ i will be having maths remedial until 5 . HAIYAK. life, why must you always be like this? ): Friday is my free day, yippe yapyap! No books, no lessons, only CCAs! :D Happyhaphap girl! Ending school around 12.35, since no chapel. Boyf ending at 5/6? ): Sad girl giler babi. Have to wait lorr, or either i went back home first, sleep, and in the afternoon fetching him from school? Hoho. Terbalik kankan? Sayer tawuu.Well. take turn mahhhhh, since he's been fetching me from school everydaayy >.< Please be this way throughout the year, plspls ): I don't wish anything to change. Okay currently it's 2.15am. I needa shower, won't be sleeping i guess. Will be completing my homeworks and drawings. Not sleepy at all. Since i reached at home at 7 yesterday, i washed up, and slept like a pig until 12 plus. I woke up cause i had a scaryscary nightmare )': I cried ok when i woke up, seriously. Kental pe aku -.-" Ok whatever shits. Since then , tossed around in my bed, but still, ): Decided to blogg, since it's been like a century i last update, chey! Btw, enjoyed Malay Dance practice yesterday <3 We were supposed to write positive/negative things about each other on the paper we pasted behind at our backs. Sweet things my malay dance girls wrote about me. Will take a picture of it, and post it here. I WILL SHOW PICTURE HERE BIGBIG OK FOR YOU ALL TO SEE HOW FRIENDLY I AM WHEN PEOPLE GET TO KNOW ME. I'M NOT SNOBBISH OK. i don't like people calling me sombong ): . Wanted to show boyf the paper yesterday, but*sighs*, well nevermind. I'm having a slight fever this few days, and my foot is being such an a-hole. 3 straight nights, slept without the fan on, cover my whole body(except my cute sticking-out head) with blanket. It's still cold, brrrr. I need a hug, bie, pls? ): Chey ok. Hopefully get to meet boyf tmr after a silent day we had yesterday ): Ok bleah. Bye. I wanna shower. I LOVE EVERYONE, except for some sluts who think they are all it, and talk like as if they HAVE NEVER gossip about other people _l_ . FYL. (If you feel the pinch, and you're making a big fuss about this, your problem k. Go shiok sendiri.)  Hi boyf aku yang nak step muscular tapi padehal boncet nak mams :P We talk alot like there's no tomorrow okay today if we meet? Semalam we like orang bisu sey. I baru nak biseng2, buwat kecoh, you bad mood. Haiyak. PMS eh? Chey . :P Just kidding. Well takmo marah2 okay if you read this. Sorry i didn't slept, but i slept for 6 hours plus already, maybe i will be sleeping again later on. Takmo marah, later dah tak sachok, how? Okay dah bye. Imy and your stupid jokes. *kiss* I want a hug can? ): ♥♥♥ ♥i loveloveyou okayyy. ♥ Saturday, January 15, 2011 Hi. My blog is fcuking dead, like seriously. O.o . School's been so stressful for me tho, even though it's only the beginning. Needa fork out alot of money for art stuffs ): blahblihbloo. But I'm a very happy girl also. Boyf's been fetching me from school almost everyday, and we will be slacking with others or ourselves. I love him (: he's tired, but yet, he sacrificed his tiredness just to see me happy as he fetches me from school. I love you lah boyf (: today might be going out with emelda, kuai2, and boyfriend to NAFA open house. If emelda cant make it, we will just go ahead. Want to get my nasi ayam penyet at lucky plaza. Weeeeee! Ok sorry for not the so pepper update. Using My dad's iPhone to blog. Ok dah , byebye (: Sunday, January 9, 2011 Hiiiiiiii. My blog is super dead. Ikr. I super lazy to update. Nyahahahaha. Well, I bet there are not many readers at my blog btw. Bleahh. So yeah, this few days sucked alot, really ): urgh. Not sure later going out to study or not, waiting for boyf's approval. Ughr. Byebye. Update sooner or later (: |
 A perfectly rebellious lady, A lady full of mixed emotions at the same time, Love to snap random shots at an unexpected timings, I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it. Basically, I'm just a normal humanbeing, just like you guys.  My One & Only Prince Charming♥ He's been my second pillar of strength , right after my family . He guide me,shower me with endless love , And he never seems to end it. That's the reason why we got on stronger throughout this 11 months plus , And we are still counting. |