Iana

2011-02-08T00:34:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry love for not being the perfect girlfriend you wanted to have all this while. I'm sorry baby, because I was never good enough for you. I'm sorry dear, for being too stubborn with you and my family. I'm sorry syg, because I always make up excuses just like you say. I'm sorry boncet, because I kept on whining for things I know it will be hard to get. I'm sorry bie, for making you come all the way to my school from Macpherson, just to fetch me from school and send me back home. I'm sorry darling, for always making you mad with my sucked up attitude. I'm sorry syg, for always forcing you to meet me even though you are tired.I'm sorry dear, for always forcing you to do this and that. I'm sorry bby, for always making you bring my heavy bag and files and books, even when I know you're really exhausted. I'm sorry love, for having you to entertain me night and day, just to make me happy. I'm sorry bie, for always delaying your time to sleep. I'm sorry my love, for not listening to you, and not stay at home and complete my coursework, instead, i went out and slack. Im sorry love, for insisting on things to be done this way, my way. I'm sorry bie, for always annoying you with my whining. I'm sorry for being the stubborn bitch who won't listen to what others says. I'm sorry bby, for expecting too much things.

I want to meet you everyday because I just need a hug, a kiss, a smile, and hear a laughter from you to just give me the strength of going through my problems in school and at home. At nights, I just need to hear us laughing, joking around, I just want to talk forever with you, cause once I put down the phone, negative thoughts rush into my mind. I sulk, I whine, because I just wanna be pampered by you )': I miss the old days where you will just hug and kiss me whenever I sulk. All that, brightens up my mood, my heart. I miss getting pampered )': I miss being the girl who always get a hug and a kiss from her boyfriend whenever she sulks and get all moody. I miss those. I just love you too much, that's why. )': words can't really explain what my heart wanna say to you, how much I love you, and how much I need you this time. I just miss the old you. )': goodnight.

2011-02-05T01:52:00.000+08:00

What my awesome sweet primary school girlf write about me. ): SHE CLEARLY STATED THERE THAT I'M NOT CUTE. HOW CAN THIS BE?!

Here's what i wrote to her back :DDDDD

MEET MUA AWESOME SWEET PRIMARY SCHOOL GIRLFRIEND MANN :D

Siul uhh . Kiter couple lame ok. DAHHHHHH NAK MASUK 6 TAHUN SIUUULS. ;D

Okay hi. Ohmygawd. I'm still not asleep. Hopefully boyf won't be mad at me much. *cross fingers* It's been succha long time since i last slept lateee. AAAAHHHHH . December memories.

Aahhh shusshhee dddeee shushh! Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih. You're taking O levels Iaannaa, damn it.

Weeehooo. Dah lame siuls aku tak update. Fcuk who cares. Guess there aren't any readers. Ughr whatever. I don't live up to people's expectations _l_ So yessss. CNY knncb so boring. Kedai sume tutup. Racist siol. So what if you all nak celebrate? Khiwakk. Hellllllooooo. Please think about other races living in this country okkkk! Binget siol. Ok dahh. Metttt Shafiqahhh girlfriend todayyy. Ahhhhhh. iloveyou lahhhhh asshole :D

We did our hws/artwork at KFC(Fuchun CC) . Texted boyf also, he went fishing at Changi yesterday. Sanggup bangun pukul 6 pagi. Bayek. Maybe , meeting him tomorrow, high chance going dating. :D I don't wanna expect too much, i don't wanna end up in disappointment again. Both of us decide for each other's outfit for tmr, sho cute >.< He told me what to wear, i told him what to wear :D Waaahhhhhhhh. Okk.

I'm now currently home alone with Daddy. Brothers went for chalet, socccer team one, didn't tagged along because most of them are boys, duhr! They will be back todayyy. Aaaahhh. Rumah gereyhq siol senyap2 . Tskk. Mommy working. Boyf's fast asleep like a piggy now since he's been out of home for more than 12 hours yesterdayyyyy . Ohhhhh. Mommy and Daddy bought for me my favourite perfumee! Boum! Aaahhhh. Sayangg korang <3 .

Okayy byeee. I need to sleep. Night.

2011-01-20T03:55:00.000+08:00

Dearest lil cousin ; Nurul Atheera <3

Hello wellow. Okay, it's been *counting days using my short fingers* 6 days since i last updated. *PEACE* I was feeling veryveryvery lazy okay, to post. School's been tiring, but fun! <3 Australians P.E teachers came over to our school from Australia(duhr-.-")for some attachment, as usual. Every year, at the beginning of the year, around 5-6 P.E teachers will come over to our school for attachments. I saw this one velyvely hot guyyyy, i mean one of the P.E teachers . OMG. *melts* Okay he's mine, back off. Bleah. JK. Nur Afifi's mine one and only ^.^ . I've forgotten his name. *peace* yes, we had P.E today, so he and one of this blonde pwetty lady took over our class for today. I can't run much, because of my bloody fooot ): Sadded right. So i tried running on my tiptoes. HEKHEK. Superb cool, lot of runnings here and there practically at the running track outside of my school. The hot PE teacher gave me motivation to tryandtry running, and it doesn't matter if i jogged or walked, because he wouldn't want me to hurt myself. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH . <3 Uperb melts. HEKHEK. He has a piercing at his ear there. We were then split into two groups, group 1 and 2. Group 1 goes to the hothot guy first, and Group 2 went over to the teletubbies hill with the ladddyy. Well, guessguess what group am i in? Group 1, duhhhhhrr! ^.^ So we ran around some cones for like 3 minutes, run, jog, walk,brisk walk. Cool right me. HEKHEK. After running, we gathered, and he told us to check for our pulse rate. Basically, yesterday's P.E lesson is about our pulse rate, how fast our heartbeat go doopdoopdoopdoop after some fitness running or what, how healthy can we be if our pulse rate are quite low at a resting pulse rate. Cool right, i know. We switched places with Group 1, and we went over the Teletubbies Hill. Aaaaaahhhh. We have to run all the way to the upupup hill, and jogged slowly back to the bottom of the hill. When she blowed the whistle, fuhhh! everyone was very the energetic , lari punye lah semangat, but when it comes to the part of going down the hill, haiyaakkk! all pancit alr -.-" ikr. semangat seminit aje. So everyone was like panting, and jogging or walking very slowwwwwwwwwww. HEHE. i was one of them , duhr! HOHO. came down back, checked our pulse rate again. Went back to canteen, drank a bit of water. Told the lady that the hothot guy told us to tell her that she's veryvery mean :P haha. cute right! and she laughed about it. HEKHEK. so yes, that's the fun part of yesterday. And boyf is like kind of pissed off because i runnn when actually my foot is hurting like fcuk, and he thought i run because of the hot teacher. -.- Aiyakkk. I don't want be left out lah, i don't want people to think that i very spoilt brat lah. Haiyakkk.
Love you only k Nur Afifi Bin Sahhime, you onlyyy ♥♥♥.

Today? Errr. Not sureee yet :/ i will be having maths remedial until 5 . HAIYAK. life, why must you always be like this? ): Friday is my free day, yippe yapyap! No books, no lessons, only CCAs! :D Happyhaphap girl! Ending school around 12.35, since no chapel. Boyf ending at 5/6? ): Sad girl giler babi. Have to wait lorr, or either i went back home first, sleep, and in the afternoon fetching him from school? Hoho. Terbalik kankan? Sayer tawuu.Well. take turn mahhhhh, since he's been fetching me from school everydaayy >.< Please be this way throughout the year, plspls ): I don't wish anything to change.

Okay currently it's 2.15am. I needa shower, won't be sleeping i guess. Will be completing my homeworks and drawings. Not sleepy at all. Since i reached at home at 7 yesterday, i washed up, and slept like a pig until 12 plus. I woke up cause i had a scaryscary nightmare )': I cried ok when i woke up, seriously. Kental pe aku -.-" Ok whatever shits. Since then , tossed around in my bed, but still, ): Decided to blogg, since it's been like a century i last update, chey! Btw, enjoyed Malay Dance practice yesterday <3 We were supposed to write positive/negative things about each other on the paper we pasted behind at our backs. Sweet things my malay dance girls wrote about me. Will take a picture of it, and post it here. I WILL SHOW PICTURE HERE BIGBIG OK FOR YOU ALL TO SEE HOW FRIENDLY I AM WHEN PEOPLE GET TO KNOW ME. I'M NOT SNOBBISH OK. i don't like people calling me sombong ): . Wanted to show boyf the paper yesterday, but*sighs*, well nevermind. I'm having a slight fever this few days, and my foot is being such an a-hole. 3 straight nights, slept without the fan on, cover my whole body(except my cute sticking-out head) with blanket. It's still cold, brrrr. I need a hug, bie, pls? ): Chey ok. Hopefully get to meet boyf tmr after a silent day we had yesterday ): Ok bleah. Bye. I wanna shower.

I LOVE EVERYONE, except for some sluts who think they are all it, and talk like as if they HAVE NEVER gossip about other people _l_ . FYL.

(If you feel the pinch, and you're making a big fuss about this, your problem k. Go shiok sendiri.)

Hi boyf aku yang nak step muscular tapi padehal boncet nak mams :P

We talk alot like there's no tomorrow okay today if we meet? Semalam we like orang bisu sey. I baru nak biseng2, buwat kecoh, you bad mood. Haiyak. PMS eh? Chey . :P Just kidding.

Well takmo marah2 okay if you read this. Sorry i didn't slept, but i slept for 6 hours plus already,

maybe i will be sleeping again later on. Takmo marah, later dah tak sachok, how?

Okay dah bye. Imy and your stupid jokes.

*kiss* I want a hug can? ): ♥♥♥

♥i loveloveyou okayyy. ♥

2011-01-15T10:49:00.000+08:00

Hi. My blog is fcuking dead, like seriously. O.o . School's been so stressful for me tho, even though it's only the beginning. Needa fork out alot of money for art stuffs ): blahblihbloo. But I'm a very happy girl also. Boyf's been fetching me from school almost everyday, and we will be slacking with others or ourselves. I love him (: he's tired, but yet, he sacrificed his tiredness just to see me happy as he fetches me from school. I love you lah boyf (: today might be going out with emelda, kuai2, and boyfriend to NAFA open house. If emelda cant make it, we will just go ahead. Want to get my nasi ayam penyet at lucky plaza. Weeeeee! Ok sorry for not the so pepper update. Using My dad's iPhone to blog. Ok dah , byebye (:

2011-01-09T15:04:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiiiii. My blog is super dead. Ikr. I super lazy to update. Nyahahahaha. Well, I bet there are not many readers at my blog btw. Bleahh. So yeah, this few days sucked alot, really ): urgh. Not sure later going out to study or not, waiting for boyf's approval. Ughr. Byebye. Update sooner or later (:

2011-01-03T14:01:00.000+08:00

Parents & lil bro out to JB, didn't tagg along. Going over to boyf's crib later on, but before that, i have to get my lil bro's school books at popular first. -.-" nbcb. Asked boyf to accompany me, yay! Happygirl, once again. Meeting him at 2.30pm, get the books, off to my crib first to put the school books cause i ain't gonna carry those books all the way to boyf's crib and back home :S . And after that, off to boyf's crib. Mummy was telling me about something mummy saw just now,when she's going to the shiengshiong . My lift is facing the staircase,so when she's at the ground floor, she saw a teenage guy, who seems like he's on a standby, at the staircase. Mummy then saw a couple, which seems like their age is my age there, smooching away. Mummy then say," Takmo buwat senonoh pat tangge, boleh tak?" Then she walked off. WTF . My block is not a safe place to smooch lah, seriously. -.-" go somewhere other places can or not. Not satisfied, go to someone's house lah. Alaaamak. Okay aku bobual mcm P. Okay bye. Needa shower. It's 2.02pm already. Byebye >.<

2011-01-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

I absolutely love today <3 . Meeting boyfriend just now was awesome, seriously . *winks* . Supposingly , i have to go over to his crib in the morning, but i was broke. )': . I can't simply leave the house without any money. Intention of going over to his crib was cancelled, have to wait for Daddy to be back home from soccer match. Gahhgahhhgahhh . Credit's low, so told boyf to online, and we webcam-ed. :) Superb funny. Seriously. I love every moment of it :) Yadayadayada. After i had to shut down the computer, i watched teevee while waiting for Daddy's return. Watched Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief. Swear Percy is HOT, like seriously. His name is actually, Logan Lerman. Wow. I'm in love with him, NOT (: I just admire him.

Hot right? Ikr. Weee. Okay whatever. Called boyf, told him to come over to my crib, while waiting for Daddy to come home. He okay-ed, and i showered. I took 45 minutes to shower. *peace* You wanna know whyy??? It's all because of my hair. Seriously. Blame my hair. Hehe. Showered, continued watching teevee. Daddy reached home, and i dolled up. Didn't wear any make-up, because my eye is being an a-hole. Not in the right mood to wear make-up. Called mummy, saying that i'm going out. Met boyfriend under my block. He kissed my cheek, and i hugged him real tight. I miss him like fcuk man, (: . A hug is just a way to let out all my feelings of missing him . Walked to Marsiling MRT, since i needa top up my Ezlink. Boyf kept on disturbing me. Siow right this guy. Jumpe je, kacau orang. Cb lu. Hehe. His excuse = "Dah lame tak jumpe kan, dah lame tak kacau you." -.- asshole right this boyf of mine. Aaaah. Whatever it is, i love him, he's mine only okay. No share2. Nak share2 , over my dead body pls. Ok, even if i'm dead, i don't want to share him with others.I selfish, so what huhuhuhhuh?? If i'm dead, and other girls try to hook up with him kan, i will come back from the dead, and hunt them uh. Weeheehee. Ok stop it Iana. Decided to train to City Hall, but i was frigging hungry. Didn't ate anything before i left home. So dumb of me. I was super excited to meet boyf that i've forgotten to eat. Dumb right, ikr. Boyf plan to eat at Dhoby Ghaut. In the train, we were like some dumbo couple. HEHEK <3 We kept slapping each other, and i slap his arm for biting nails. I hate it man. Hoho. We slept each other, for some stupid reasons. HAHA. you know i know eh bie? *winkwink* Then there's this guy who's standing opposite us, staring at us weirdly as we act nasty. Confirm inside his mind was," Nie matae ke kawan? Lau kawan, takkan peluk2. Lau matae, takkan sepak2 mcm kawan" HAHA . Ikr . We are a weird couple. Reached Dhoby Ghaut, dragged boyf to KFC . Craving for Black Pepper Chicken. Huhu. Ate, talked, laughed. Finished, and off to Peninsula. Went to get my Auntie Anne's pretzel; Parmesan Cheese. Yummy pls. Used to get this pretzel at JB with cousins and Aunt. Suap boyf along the way, and he gave a me kiss for that. Awwww. Sweet right. Huhuhuh (: Reached City Hall. OMG. So packed with foreigners. But luckily, tak banyak bangla. HEHEK. No offence, but i don't like them. Went to get my bag. Oh no! I disappointed gile babi siala. ): The black and pink bag, dah habis ): Decided to walk around first, see what kind of bag which might fascinates me. None, so went back to the shop ; Ministry Of Clothings . Decided to get the black and red colour bag instead. I was swearing at the person who bought the last black and pink bag. Boyf keep telling me to relax, as it was just a bag. Okay,relaxed. Paid, and off to MRT station. Bounced back, gotten a sit. Wanted to sleep, but didn't manage to ): My eyes were dry man, it irritates me. Wtf wtf. So talked with Boyf, talked crap. HAHA . Memorable man. We kept on laughing. He looked out of the train and kept on saying things like this, "Eh ader gajah terbang" ,"ader kerete atas pokok sia bie", "tuh,ader cek pon tengah terbang" . -.- See , mepek right my boyf? HAHA . But i still love him lah ok. Reached woodlands, bought his sugar cane, and went to 521 to slack for awhile as it's only 6 plus at that time. He bought his cigg, and sat at 521 . We hugged, we kissed like some long lost lovers. I miss him )': . School's gonna be totally different without him and his brothers around. )': . But imma happy girl . Tuesday, he's sending me to school ! And most probably, sending me to school everyday, until his school term starts. Boohoo . Finally, went off at 8 plus, he sent me till under my void deck. Hugged and kissed him goodbye (: Tmr meeting him, yay! Happygirl.com . (: Hehehe .Currently, he's not texting. He's busy watching some Malay show, and he said he wanna cry. (?) HAHA . okay byebye, mummy sudah bising (:

2011-01-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

I'm meeting my boyfriend tomorrow ! ^.^ *jumps around in joy*
I'm so excited please . Okay aku dah mcm budak bodoh . Bye ;D <3

2010-12-31T15:08:00.001+08:00

Heeeeey wasssssssssuuuuuuuuuppppp ^.^ . It's the 31st today . Ohmy . In less than 12 hours time , it's already the 1st January of 2011 .Time flies really really fast . This year, 2010 has been my worst and best year indeed . I screwed up this year, i've fallen in love with my wonderful boyfriend, i've realise which are my true friends and which are just the bullshits ones(two-faced bitches), i've gotten use to the school timing which normally ends at around 4 plus almost everyday .I really have a lot to say, but currently I'm not in the mood to say lots right here. :)
I've not bought my school books, my school shoes, my school bags, my school uniform( FT complained to my daddy about my short skirt -.-"), my stationeries . UGHR ! How i wish the things i have to buy don't have the word "School" in it ): Sunday, I'm going out with Prince to Penin/ Town. I needa get my black and pink bag for school ! ;D School shoes , i will just stick to Warrior and Kappa. I'm not interested in going shopping for school shoes . No use buying those branded/expensive school shoes. School's gonna ruin my new white shoes if i get those expensive ones , seriously . P.E in the muddy field, idiotic people going around and stepping on your brand new white blinkblink shoes. It's just gonna break your heart when you see that your blinkblink new shoes are already , sadly ruined . Buy cheaper ones better . Planning to get my shoes at Woodlands Centre there (: Bleahblahbloo .My eyes, swollen ): I hate it man . Whenever i'm out of home, my eyes will be a bit okay . But once i'm at home, the stingy pain came, and i suffered . Boohoohoo. Yesterday night, i cried while otp-ing with Prince. I was complaining to him about my mom, and i cried because i was so angry. He scolded me, to stop crying. )': Because my eyes's condition will get worser by then. )': . What to do, i can't help it but cry. Oh whatever it is, i still love you okay bbyboy (: <3
Bby's currently at work . Tonight imma staying at home, munching on potato chips and sipping soda , and after it's 2011 already , i will just go to sleep and give a little rest for my eyes. Blahs . Yes people, i'm not going for any countdown with my boyf . He's working ,and he will be celebrating countdown with his colleagues and boss, since his boss wanted to bring them out for supper . I'm yes, disappointed , stalkers . But at the same time, I DON'T FREAKING MIND . I'M NOT GONNA FIGHT WITH HIM ABOUT THIS SMALL FRIGGING MATTER. -_____-" IT'S NEW YEAR IN LESS THAN 12 HOURS TIME, AND I DON'T WISH TO BE MAD AT SOMEONE I LOVE JUST BECAUSE HE'S NOT CELEBRATING NEW YEAR WITH ME . -_______-" I'M MEETING HIM TOMORROW, OR SUNDAY, THAT'S GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME. HAPPY ENOUGH STALKERS? -_____-"
Sorry i deleted your questions at my fs. But no offence, it irritates me when you ask me so many questions about my r/s matters, and about tonight . I'm not going, and i don't think i'm able to go with my eyes like this . Boyf wouldn't like it if i go out in these condition. Ughr . Not texting him currently, because credit's low, and I'm in no mood with my eyes like this.
I needa bath . Its 3.07pm , and i have not shower . *peace* Goodbye .

13 more days to 11 month with bbylove ♥ (:

2010-12-29T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hi once again . Previous post , is just a way for me to calm myself down (': . So yeah . 2011 is in 2 days away man . i'm excited , but not so much . I'm facing the year of the big letter O . OMG . Whatever it is, I AM NOT READY , DAMN IT . Well , tell me , who is ? I've not done a single thing about my homeworks . I'm screwed , like seriously . I HATE HOMEWORKS . I prefer online homeworks . I think , my handwriting is gonna be like shitxsxs after months of not writing & writing for hours . *peace* . My drawings , hahahaha . Don't talk about it please -_-" .
Ughr whatever . I'm not feeling okay . I'm going out , to release stress . Everyone's asleep early today . Bye people .

2010-12-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hello . Currently , i'm tumblr-ing , spending most of my time on tumblr . Yes , tumblr is my only friend whom i can pout out everything of what i've been holding back all this while . I don't know why , but right now, i'm crying right in front of this big screen computer )': . People keep telling me this ,"Don't worry , your friends are here to cheer you up." "Hey girlf ! We are here . What's up?? Comecome,tell me" and yknow , all other stuffs your friends will said to you whenever you're feeling down . But now , i realise that it's best if i just handle all this alone . Friends , please don't care about me whenever my statuses in fb are so emotional or whatever shit . I'm not being snobbish , but if possible , i'm trying to be independent and settle all the shits that i've messed up alone . Boyf is here , but he's too busy with work to be worrying about the problems i'm facing nowadays . I don't wish to have him worrying about me at the same time . I will just express all my emotions thru tumblr , or thru my private blog . I don't wish for a perfect life . I just wish for the strength i wanted to have to face all the obstacles in my life , no matter how hard or easy the obstacles might be . I just wish for the strength , i just want that )':
Sorry friends,if you think i shunned you guys . It's just that , hais . Some matters are meant to be confidential (': .

2010-12-28T03:43:00.002+08:00

Is this true ?? Cause boyf and i are like this . HEHE (:

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2010-12-28T03:41:00.000+08:00

Hihihihihihihihi . OMG . It's 3.02am . I've gotto be asleep now , for god's sake . I needa be up early , and go to Granny's crib . Meeting Shafiqah , Syed Sufie , Firdaus , Azzy tomorrow for a movie break at town . Wippppeeee ! Me and Shafiqah are planning to get this beverage tomorrow .

Yesyesyes . I know . It's super nice right . I know . HEHE . Well , that's what Shafiqah told me over and over and over again , until sedap giler babi punya gila babi sumer keluar -_- . Huhu . So thought of tasting it . Yummmmmy . Ok . I don't freaking know what to wear for tomorrow man . HAHAHA . i'm so dead , seriously .

Yeahyeahyeahyeah . I cried when i told boyf that i'm not ready for next year which is in 4 days ! I CRIED ! Ikr . Kental sia me . Crycrycry only i know . Hais . Bleahblahbloo . I'm so not ready for 2011 . Okay bye . I HATE MYSELF . I NEED TO GET MY BEAUTY SLEEP RIGHT NOW .

2010-12-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

Okay hie . Omg . It's been 5 days since i last updated my blog . O.o . What to do . I'm suchha lazy girl . But then right , this "cute" , "sachok" , "hot" , "handsome" , funny guy up there , forced me to update my blog . Alright sufie , i got it . Grrr . So this few days at home , was super bored , seriously . I can't help the heat of boredom at home . Saturday , accompanied Granny to Jemputan . The first jemputan was at Bukit Batok . My uncle then picked us up and we proceeded to Jurong West . It was already raining cats & dogs , and even though i was inside the van , i was shivering because of the coldness and air-con somemore . Uncle told me to just stay in the van with my younger cousins , Aleesha & Naim . Aleesha was sleeping while sucking her thumb . So peaceful sia she sleep . Naim was playing with his dad's iPhone . Fell asleep soon . Woke up around 7 plus , Aleesha woke up suddenly too , and she was talking about something . So cute lahh . Hehe .Yadayadayada , Waited for Granny, Auntie and Uncle to come back , and we were off home .
Sunday , accompanied Granny to Serangoon for another wedding . Yeeps . I was wearing red and black , and it was the exact colour of the wedding's theme colour -_-" Malu pls . Went home around 3 plus , slept at Granny's crib for awhile . Was effing exhausted . Woke up at 6 plus , and went home . Bleahhhs . I know right , my posts are getting boring-er as days past by . Grrr .
Oh btw , the family chalet , i enjoyed it lots pls ! Half of the other photos have yet to be uploaded . Below are some pictures . Enjoyyy (:

Oh and i miss this guy here <3 )':

2010-12-22T13:41:00.001+08:00

My future husband no. 2 >.<. Husband no. 3 = David Archuleta . Wannnaaa know who's numbeeeeeer oneee ???? Of course it's my Prince >.< . Hehehe . So perasan sia me . But swear , Jesse McCartney is effing hot ! David effing cute ! Prince effing sachok ! Bie takmo kembang okay . Dah lame i tak panggil you Abg Sachok ^.^ . Hehehe . Today apparently , i'm going for a family chalet , Nana's And Atiq's Birthday Celebration . But , erm , not sure if i'm staying over today or not , since tomorrow i'm going out with Prince . If i stay over , i will have to travel from Pasir Ris to Woodlands . Hmm . Maybe i shouldn't stay over . Hmm . Will be going back tonight . Ughr . I can't wait for tomorrow pls )': . Plspls . Okay byebye . I needa bath . >.<

2010-12-22T02:04:00.000+08:00

Hiehie . Ikr bie . I'm supposed to be asleep now . Boyf's already strict with my sleeping timing . *peace* I luplup you okay ? Takmo marah . I will just post this some random update before I go to bed (: anyways , tomorrow's plan cocked up )': Boyf's working again . Supposingly yesterday night he should get his pay and he has decided to resign his job aft getting his pay . But then , he's actually getting it tonight . He will be transferred over to Changi Airport's Food Junction Mall today . Hmm . Will be meeting him on 23 . Happy please ! *jumping around in joy* I miss you lah bie . I'm gonna hug you and never let you go . Okay dah bye . I need to have my beauty sleep (: Nights .

2010-12-21T17:54:00.004+08:00

You know something’s wrong with me when…

My smile just doesn’t reach my eyes.
Sit there starring at something for the longest time.
Look up and continuously blink.
Give a heavy sigh and shake my head.
Only smile when something’s hilarious.
Sit while hugging my knees.
Mindlessly scribble.
Completely alone not even attempting to be with someone.
Rest my head on your shoulder.

Yes , this is true , apparently (': .

Anyway , i'm gonna have a movie marathon with Prince tomorrow . Yippe! Ok , im succha happy girl now . <3
Byeee .

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2010-12-21T12:51:00.000+08:00

I love it when we have long conversations about anything. I love it when we get to hang out together. I love it when we laugh about something completely stupid. I love it when we hold hands while sitting together. I love it when we just stand still hugging while ignoring the rest of the world. I love it when we create wonderful memories together. I love how comfortable I feel telling you that I love you every night before I sleep.

Currently , i'm so pissed off at home . Like seriously . I fcuking hate everything lahhh ! Grrrr . @%^*&(&^

Okay i don't wanna talk about .

Yesterday's pit , urm , i don't wish to talk about it further . I don't wanna be remembering of that such incident . It scares me enough already )': .

Sunday's pit , had an awesome day ! Especially with Shafiqah , Suffie , Firdaus , Azzy and Natyqa . ;D

First of all , went to Shafiqah's house . We gossiped , and we had a similar incident . *winkwink* You know i know eh iqah . *kening up down* After that , bus-ed to Cwp , met the boys . I was feeling so awkward , since it's been long i met this boys . Didn't talked much at first , and soon in the bus , we were kutok-ing people all the way . So fun pls ! HAHA . Walked to the pit , and smoked along the way . Swear it was super hot . They guys were complaining too . =_=" Putera Lilin betol . HAHA . Reached pit , and we were like "Chey ! Dah tinggi sey ! " , "Eh aku lagi tinggi dari kau sey! ;D" ,"Makin lawa eh kau." =_=" Pathetic kan kiter . ikr . HAHA .

Actually there's too much memories . Only pictures will explain everyth (: Seriously . I left the pit around 6 , reached the bus stop , around 7 plus . -_-" Baik right . I know . The walking journey was super long . Went back with the same people whom i went with . Including Natyqa . In the bus , Shafiqah sat with Sufie , storytelling , pouring out what her heart wanted to say all this while . I talked to Firdaus , shared with him everything that i'm feeling at that moment . Thanks fir (: Fell asleep in the bus , because i was super duper sleepy .

Ughr . Okay i gtg . Meeting Prince tomorrow . Yehooooo!

2010-12-19T06:18:00.000+08:00

This was when my hair was quite short . Now , errrm , waist length . ;D
Okay my intention of sleeping , was cancelled . Busy chatting with Nana , my luplup cousin . She's complaining how hungry she is -____-" She told me to go over Tiong Bahru (where she's living at) , to teman her eat Mac -____-" Wak lu . Busy entertaining her shits , i've completely forgotten that i've gotto sleep .*peace* Boyf , if you read this , pls don't be mad . Blame Nana . She kept me awake .
Okay dah bye . Needa drink some high-sugar drinks to keep me awake .
ECP , HERE I COME !

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2010-12-19T04:55:00.001+08:00

HIHIHI! It's currently 3.30am , 19 December 2010 . I'm super sexcited for today's outing to ECP ; Primary School Reunion BBQ pit . Omg omg omg . I'm so gonna go snapsnapsnap here and there with the hunks & babes there . I miss them like hell lots yknw . We used to be kind of quite close in the past :) , tomorrow , i'm gonna talk & crap & laugh & have fun with them ! Ohmygod . Supposingly have to meet them around 9am at BnS . But then uhhhh , i don't think i'm gonna be waking up early *peace* . So yeah , going with Shafiqah , Suffie , Firdaus and Azzy. Habis lah camera aku . *winkwink* Oh btw . I've just created a private blog just for me,only me , no one else . It will be where i'm gonna release my emotions at . I will only let someone who understands my feelings read it , but i'm not sure who yet . Tsk . Current emotions ; I'm feeling so down , broken into pieces )': .
Chatting with NanaCousin right now . Tsk . I better get to sleep now . Later eyebags , then not pretty already )'; Heheh . Nights! Chow !

2010-12-18T23:38:00.001+08:00

I don't know why , but recently , i've been sleeping like a pig :/ Seriouzsly .

me; Hi. Sorry late reply.Baru bngn. Heheheheh. (This was sent at 15.30)
boyf; Pantat kau....Hehhehehex.

-______-" Sedih right . I KNOWWW . Hehehek. Takpe . I'm used to it already (:
Well yesterday otp-ed with dearest Cousin, Nana . Was cursing and swearing . Hehehe . She kept scolding me because i was stubborn . *peace* Then she gotto go , and i suffered alone . Had some misunderstandings with Prince yesterday . :S I was going tingtong yesterday . idk what happened to me . Was not myself . Ate two pills of cold medicine (the tiny yellow colour one which can make you feel drowsy any min) , just so i can go to sleep , and forget about everything that had happened , which literally had made my day like shit . Was about to close my eyes , and suddenly my message tone goes "Message received" -___-" . Prince texted ,"You have 4 notification,but ur blog kenape ader formspring?" -____________-" So replied , and yadayadayada . We apologised and its done . He told me to call him , to talk about tomorrow . So called . Didn't talk much , cause i was like so dizzy and tingtingtingtong . ):
Put down the phone , and yeah . Texted him goodnight and all . He's not asleep due to submitting ITE stuffs online . He passed ! Alhamdulilah <3 (:
Hehehe .
Okay so went to sleep . AND OHMYGOD . I fell off my bed in the morning because i was stunned by my phone's sudden vibration , and Prince's laughing at me -_____-" So mean of him siaaa . Kanina cb nyeh matae . Hahahahaa ;D
Okay dah bye . I needa eat my doughnut .
Taking care .
Oh , i have a boyfriend who loves to spam my formspring with 1 letter word -____-"

2010-12-17T20:37:00.002+08:00

hiehie . Im pathetically sick . I think im sick mentally and physically . thoughts of blood came rushing into mind . Should i or should I not ? Ughr . I don't understand why God has planned this for me . I'm such bitch with a severe attitudinal problem . Tsk . I smile , I cried . But all this false pretense isn't working to make me feel better . I'm not myself this few days . Something is trying to destroy my happiness that I'm having all along . I'm in a disguise . Ughr .

Well reached home around 7+ plus just now . Wandered around aimlessly like some weirdo, which is the reason I'm sick right now . Went to the lift lobby , and the unexpected things happened . I saw him , my ex , sitting on a bench , eyes wandering . I swear I was scared . I ran up the stairs . He keep calling my name and told me not to run . But fcuk I don't care . I don't wanna meet him )': was panting in front of my home , and banged the door . My lil bro opened , with his face shocked . I was crying , like as if I saw some ghost . I slammed the door close . And went to my room . Told lil bro not to open the door before he checked the peep hole . I cried and cried . Wanted to text boyf that he's here . But , my intention was brushed away . He's surely enjoying now , not thinking of me . Oh nvm . I should cry myself to sleep like any other time . Gdbyeee )':

2010-12-17T13:07:00.000+08:00

Hello . Gonna be heading to Grandma's crib later on . Today i woke up quite early yknow yknow ;D

Hehehe ;D Around 11 plus i think . Well , i slept at 1 plus yesterday after hanging up the phone with Prince . I ate for awhile first . Hungry siaa at night >.< So went to LalaWonderWoolyWillyLand after listening to some songs to make me zzzzzz . Then i was awake by some cat meowing (?) . Swear it's super loud . Seriously .

Checked time ; 4.30am -____-" . I shrugged , and went to the kitchen's balcony and look out to the carpark behind . Heard the meowing which amazingly is super loud . It sounds like it's gonna have a battle or was in danger. No cat in sight .

Went back to sleep , but sadly , i can't ): The meowing was so loud . Tsk . Tossed around in bed , texted Prince saying that i'm awake because of the cat meowing . Finally slept at 5.40am . Tsk .

Okay , today the N Level Candidates will be receiving the results including Prince . Woooooo . *silent moment* *butterflies in the stomach*

Good luck okay people . All the best . Just remember this , if you did your best , what for should you be nervous after all the hard work you have done? ;D Jia you! Okay .

Prince, i have confidence in you . I have faith in you . You have work extremely to achieve great results ;D

I've seen your improvement . Love you okay . Whatever it is,i will cheer you on (:

Okay currently, i haven't shower yet >.< . Prince's out of home already , meeting his longlost brothers . CHEY ! >.<

Okaaaay byebye . Needa shower and eat prataa . YUM!

2010-12-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

Urm.. Gotto admit, i'm sometimes like this. HEHEHE . *peace* . Oh . This Fadzly right here . Puki kau lah jantan . Mcm cb . Gi lah carik pompan lain . Asal banyak2 kau nak aku bodoh . Pale buto . Remember aye , you ain't gonna bring me down with your threatening remarks . Fcuk you asshole . You're making my life more diffitcult and complicated .
Oh god , why must it be me? )': . I hate my life to be like this pls .):

2010-12-16T16:51:00.000+08:00

I'm too depressed right now to be blogging about the shits i've been having this few days .Why do you appear in my life back now ? You left me and now you come back , desperately , wanting me back in your arms . No , that will never happen . I don't want the past to repeat again . I hate you . Hunt me for all you want . I stand alone now . Others can't help me in this . You do your shit here , i will show you what's my shit will be like . I hate you . Don't come back . Go away , go farfar away . Your calls are my worst nightmare . Your presence , your voice , are what makes me suffer . I hate you .

I needa go out now . I'm too stressed at home . No one's helping me to cope with whatever shit i'm having right now .
Ughr . )':

2010-12-15T04:39:00.000+08:00

BbyG's <3

My Bbygirl <3 ;Lynnie Lyn

Hunks <3

♥Couples♥

Me & ♥

The pictures will explain what happened on the 9th December of 2010 . Memories <3

Oh , i've gotto sleep . Prince told me to sleep early , but i used the com. for awhile . *peace* At least it's not that lateee . Oh fb cari pasal pls -.-" Timing mcm @%^&$* . My fb faulty lah sial . Gambar baru dah upload , it states there no photos are uploaded . Fcuk you fcuk you . B , if you read this , please don't misunderstand okay . I sleeping already . Love you . Muwah . Nights .

2010-12-14T12:34:00.000+08:00

Cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ke pe ^.^ . Prince , order ni yok ! HEHEHE >.< . Okay today i woke up quite early , 9 plus . Early okay ! If not , i will tidur macam babi until 1 plus , 2 plus ?
Hohoho . Prince's currently outside, not working since today he's sending his bigbig brother to the CD headquarters , NS . Take care okayy abg dalam camp ? (: Okay bleah . I knew he wouldn't be reading this anyway . Hmmph . Prince's currently not replying my texts -____-" Confirm tengah sleep like pig dalam bus . Huakhuak . Later on , will be heading to Grandma's House, to have my religious reading. But then right , i haven't shower yet *peace* Hekhek >.< . Okay dah tata . Need to shower ^.^ .
Ohh , and i miss my Prince pls )': .

2010-12-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

Hiiiii . Today i slept like a pig , seriouzsly . Went to sleep at 11 plus yesterday , woke up around 1 plus today . *peace* . Was super exhausted . Yesterday , at 3 plus , went to some family gathering , jemputan . If i knew , i wouldn't go siaaa . After that , went to Suntec City . I was hungry , since i didn't eat anything at the jemputan. Ate at Muthu's Curry . Delisioso ! ^.^ I like the Masala Chicken . Had Pappadom , and Watermelon Juice . Oh , the Masala Prawn was super big , seriouzsly . But didn't finish it all alone . Hekhek . The restaurant was quite pricey , actually . Every dish is $5 and above . Definitely , every cent spent there is worth it . ^.^ But caution to those who can't take spicy food . >.< After dinner , i bought Auntie's Anne ; Cinnamon Sugar . Dah lame tak makaaan ^.^ I wanted the Parmesan Cheese , but there's only one left ): Lil bro wanted the Cheese badly , so sadly , i have to give way to him . F YOU . Nasib hati aku baik ok . The Cinnamon Sugar was quite okay , quite nice . Very sweet , i loike ^.^ . Went up to the Fountain of Wealth . Now that i knew , it was the World's Laregst Fountain . Hekhek . Slow siaa Iana . After that , went home . OMG . My 6-inch high heels were killing me yesterday . SWEAR TO GOD . I was moaning to my Daddy ," Abaaahh , berape lame lagi kene jalan ? My poor feeet )': " Then Daddy was like ," Okay okay dah nak sampai ni , kat depan ajeq " So i was like sacrificing the pain i felt in my feet to walk faster . Took 960 back home . AAAAAHHHHH . I was like in heaven when i get to sit down ^.^ Texted bby , he went to Sengkang Swimming Complex with cousins , and he was complaining about his eyes . Tuh lah boncet , pandai sangat kan . Bukak lagi mate besar-besar dalam air okay .
Okayyyy byee . Lazy to update further . zzzzz .

2010-12-12T06:02:00.001+08:00

HellowWellow , I need to hug my pillow . Nyahahaha . Okay i'm going crazy . Currently , it's 5.30am on the morning of 12 February 2010 . Yezz , i know. It's my 10th Monthsarry right <3 . Prince has gone to sleep a longlonglong hours ago already , and i'm stuck here since then . No life right , sitting here , every night after parents are asleep , and will only be snoring away after 5am . Nyahaha . Iana , you've got to stop this bad habit of yours instantly . School is starting in a few weeks away , and if you're going to continue this atrocious habit of yours , i tell you , you're gonna flunk in your studies next year , becauusseeeee you will be snoring during lessons instead ! Prince Boncet ! Please start to control my sleeping timing back please ): I don't wanna have this bad, horrid habit . Please ):

Prince Boncet says he's gonna bring me to Sentosa for our belated monthsarry celebration . Yipppee !

I love you so much ok pig ? Your cute princess here is gonna be sexcited for it mahn !

Okay bleah . I think i should force myself to sleep now , but before that , i shall have my Monthsarry message type out first for my Prince Boncet (:

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Happy 10th Monthsarry Nur Afifi Bin Sahhime (:

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Hey love :) . I know i have wished you during our conversation on the phone hours ago . But I think , since i'm bored , and i'm dying to get myself some sleep , i will just type a longlonglong monthsarry message just for you :)

Throughout this 10 months , i admit , i was being suckish towards you , made a big fuss about a small thing , kept sulking over a tiniest thing ,replying your questions with idk idk idk .

I vent my frustations on you out of a sudden . I refused to answer your questions when i'm speechless . I kept you waiting & waiting , and even though you were angry and about to burst out any moment , you just happen to calm down , and remained patient with me throughout .

Bby , i know , i'm not the perfect girl you've been wishing for all this while . All i did was giving you false hope everytime you wished for me to change . Bby , i'm so sorry , and i really don't mean to act like that way .

But i know that , i'm now being the best person i could ever be just for you . (': .

I will try to change my effing attitude just for you , i promise . Honey , i just hope you will still be able to remain patient with me , and guide me through these obstacles in my life .

Thanks bby , for going on with a girl like me , and not letting me go , even once . I lost faith in myself , being at the deepest end of a cliff , and were about to fall , but you came and pull me up right back from falling , never wish to let me go , never wish to end our relationship so abruptly .

You've changed me into a better person . I've learnt not to be a crybaby anymore . You taught me what's the meaning of mature relationships , relationships that's happening nowadays . Now i knew that relationship isn't all about kissing , hugging , sulking , consoling . It's about the commitment an individual can commit to the relationship . Yez , i realise everything that i've faced in my relationship with you is a test to test my sincerity , faith , willingness to commit . It wasn't all about "I quit , i need a break" , and gave up , walking away from reality . No , it's all about how we faced the obstacles with mental strength , how we play with it , and how we overcome it and able to stand back on our own two feet .

You opened my eyes to these things baby , even if you don't realise how much you mean to my life .

You brightened up my day when i'm bored .

You gave me light when i'm in darkness .

You showered me with endless love when i lost one .

You wiped my tears away when you realised me crying away .

You hugged me tight when you know that it's your fault for making me cry.

You kept asking me what's wrong , even though when i sighed a bit out of a sudden .

You made me laugh out loud , when i don't wish to talk to you .

You kept kissing my cheeks because you know i love the way it feels .

Bby , i'm hoping for the best in our relationship . You're my strength to go on in everyday life .

I love you , i really do . But words can't really explain further how much my love is for you <3

Look deep inside my heart , and you will see .

I love you , and i miss you dear <3 (': .

2010-12-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

I'm super bored pleaze . I slept at 6.30 in the morning , and woke up around 12 plus , replied Prince's msg , and went back to sleep again . Finally , rise and shine at 3 plus . Tido mcm pig siak . -___-" . Prince went to WildWild Wet instead of Sentosa . Still , got water . He loves to make me jealous much , pls . ): Woke up , washed up , and watch teevee while eating Nasi Lemak . Yumyum ^^ . Watched Hindustan Movie on Vasantham Channel . Awesome ; "Dhoom" . But Hindustan movies are always dramatic like one of a kind . Agree? Haha . The stunts like so fake lah . Okay Iana , stop complimenting . So yez , was rotting at home the whole day . Gagagaga .
I was like being some pathetic lady fiddling with Facebook's games . -.-"
Aiyo amak . Okay bye . I need to get my monthsarry's msg for Prince ready , and get it deliver to him at exact 12am ; 12 October 2010 (: <3
Tatatititutu <3

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2010-12-11T04:19:00.000+08:00

Ouch . Tumblr , of course . Tsk . Currently , it's 3.26am . Was accompanying my lil bro to watch tv , but now , the tv is watching him sleeping , instead -.-" . Was texting bby , but i think he has now fallen asleep . Well , without any goodnight message . Supposed to call him , but , i don't know where the hell the house phone is at now ! @#%^& . Lil bro told me that it was in Daddy's room . Blaaaaah . Daddy locked his room . )': Super sad lah . Didn't get to talk to my Prince Boncet . He can't call , because his cousins from JB are over at his house now, sleepover , and they are going to Sentosa later on . WAH PIANG EH . I NAK PEGI BEACH LAH B. I NEED TO SWIM , LIKE SERIOUSLY. I NEED A TURTLE TO BRING ME AROUND THE SEA . HEKHEKHEK . YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN KAN . I GOT TURTLES TO PIGGYBACK ME . FCUK YOU LOVE. DON'T MAKE ME JEALOUS CAN PRINCE ? YOU MAKE ME JEALOUS , I CHIPCHOP YOU INTO PIECES OK . hek . Nah , i can't bear to chopchipchop him into lil pieces . Supposingly , today , aida planned an outing to flea market at Singapore Flyer . I wanted to goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo but then , i'm having some family issues ): So yes , too bad (for me)': ) Have alot of fun okay guys ? Will meet you soon , insyallah . I'm having some problems of going out . I don't feel safe nowadays , i just got a feeling . Mommy felt that way too . And she will be relieved if Afifi's with me . Dah macam bodyguard siak matae aku ni . Hehe . Responsibility you kan b , to jage your cute princess here . *double winkwink* Hope you guys understand my situation . I didn't tell you guys the truth , because of something else . Sometimes , yes, i'm lazy , but then , i have my reasons behind that . I love you lah my babes (: .
Okay best . Tomorrow is my 10th Monthsarry with my Prince Boncet . Not sure yet , whether are we gonna celebrate tomorrow , or belated )': Oh well , nevermind , as long as we get to celebrate .
Oh, i kept looking back at the pictures of me and my Prince Boncet . There are some photos which i really like . Seriously . Haha . Unexpected shot , not planned . (: <3
Okay , i think i need to get some sleep first . Ok byebye .

2010-12-10T02:03:00.000+08:00

Hihelluholla ! Currently at grandma's house . Didn't went home , 'cause of some problems with mum. Thanks love , for accompany back home , and also after that , sending me to grandma's house . Nasib dekat ngan rumah you <3 . Even though you're tired , you bear to send me to my grandma's house . Aww . I love you la b . Btw , today's outing was awesome , seriouszly . Had fun , watched Narnia . Rating10/10 pleaze ! After that , went to Changi Airport , hang around there mcm budak-budak no home >.< . Hehehe . I stick with love all the way . Rindu much ok . (: Hugg him alot of times . Suddenly terserempak with my cousin . Malu >.< . Maybe she saw me dancing with my boyf like some insane couple? Hehehe . Well , ughr . who cares *grins widely* .
Went to candy empire at terminal 3 . Thanks bby ! For treating me the candies . I have a sweet toottthh , yknow . (: Also , he bought for me my 24pieces ferrero rocher that he owed me a longlong time agoooo ! Awww .
Took bus 858 back home . Camwhored with bby inside the bus . Will upload it soon.
Okay readers , sorry if my post is too brief . I'm too sleepy to type so many memories here, Too much memories , and absolutely , today was seriously awesome to the max ! Well , it's actually because today we hugged and kissed like idk how many times ?
Hehe . BLEAAAAH .
Okay byeee . I need to get some beauty sleep . I love you la b . *kiss goodnight*

2010-12-08T20:34:00.000+08:00

Hihihi . I'm home , finally . Went to meet Ahmoi at cwp , 'cause i asked her to accompany me look for something . Hehek . Waited for her at BnS , saw Fai Kuai2 , and Emelda , and her friend . Talked for awhile , while waiting for Ahmoi .She reached , then we went to pasar malam to look for something . Don't hap ): So we went to CWP , and searched for it . Well , nothing much to talk about today , actually .
I MISS BBY )': . Takp , besok i nak hug you kuat-kuat ok? I taknak lepaskan . Heheh .
Love you. Ok bye .

2010-12-08T15:37:00.001+08:00

Hihi . Currently at grandma's house now . Supposed to ngaji , but will let my lil bro and cousin finish their reading first . Wassssup . Finally meeting my prince charming tomorrow . Yaaaapidabidoooooo ! ~~ He's coming over to my crib to fetch me in the morning ^^ Pampered sungguh aku niek . Simply can't wait for tomorrow to come , seriouzsly . I will hugg him like mad ok tmr .
Well yesterday night , we otp-ed . Suddenly i get too emotional because of smtg , and i cried -.-" . Don't wish to have him pissed off , i changed the topic . And suddenly we were laughing , because he kept teasing me of smtg . So evil & cruel boyf . Pfft . We then talked about what we felt of each other during our 9 months plus . Confession . ^^ Andddddddddddddddddddd then , we suddenly wondered how we can come this far , and how can we come together . It is so unexpected , i tell you .Ohmygod , reminded of the past . So comeeeel lah ktier . (:
Okay bye . I need to go already . Byebye . Hekhekhek >.<

I miss Nur Afifi Bin Sahhime pls. )': Ok byebye.

2010-12-07T04:00:00.000+08:00

If a hug represented how much I loved you, I would hold you in my arms forever.

Hihihihihi . Minah comel di sini rindu mat sachok saya ): . Asaaaaaal laaaaaaah kene tunggu sampai thursday ? )': You suke eh buwat i merane ? Chey ! Aku sayang kau lah babi . ;P Hehhehee ;D
Ok i can't wait for 9th December outing . So far, less then 10 people has confirmed that they are going ): Most has not confirm yet , some are not going due to work . Ughr . Damns . But nevermind , at least some are going , rather than none ! Well , whatever it is , i still can't wait ! *jump around in joy*

Today , Shafiqah love asked me out , but , i was feeling kind of lazy you see . *peace* Sorry Shafiqah . I don't know why . Mood not there . Later on , Moi called , asking me to teman her go Bugis , she need to buy stuffs . I was feeling kind of ok , and i felt that i need to calm myself down by doing window shopping . Sorry Shafiqah , seriously . I don't mean to turn you down , or don't wish to go out with you . But when you ask me to hang out , i was really feeling very moody and lazy at that point of time . I'm sorry Shafiqah )':
So i get ready , swept the whole house's floor (Good girl gile babi ^^) and then went out . Accompanied Moi to DBS Woodlands Civic . Chey dah kaye lah dier . *winkwink* Aunt transferred $40 to my acc . Thanks Cik Yaty ! ;D
Reached Bugis , and Moi shopped like mad , seriously . She pantang nampak baju yknw . Hhaha ! If she saw one that she like , it's a must for her to buy , seriously!
Ok , ate at BK . Yums .
Ok now , i lazy to storytelling about just now . Most importantly , i had fun walking round & round & round & round bugis street , to find a shop that sells the lacey long dress <3 Bought it already , and am currently in love with it ! Thanks Moi , for being my fashion advisor ! <3 Chey ;D Hhheheeh.
Reached home around 8 plus , i think . Sheereen called , asking about Thursday ;D
Yadayadayada . Otp-ed with bby . Haha . It was awesome . We were being very childish just now . And HE MADE ME CRY ! LIKE SERIOUSLY! SO EVIL RIGHT THIS BOYF OF MINE . He told me to stop crying , or not .......... Wah sia . He threatened me . Bukan pujok taw . Hehe . At last we keep having a very cute but evil type of conversations ;

Me ; b , i comel tak ?
love ; you dah makan ?
me ; -_____-" fcuk you lah b . nak tukar topic lah nie ?
love ; *laughing out loud*

He so evil you know . Everytime i asked , " b i lawa tak?" , "i cute tak?" , "i hot tak?" , he will change topic by asking me other questions . Kurang asam kan ni mamat . Gigit you baru tawu . Hehe ;D Oh and when he wanna sleep already , i asked him the same questions over n over again , and i asked him ," Am i your princess?" , he said," Yes , of course . K bye . *giggles* " Pentingkan tido ajeq matae aku ni -.-" But what to do , kerje kan (: Okay bye , i need to sleep . Eyebags . Ughr . Byee .

2010-12-06T10:52:00.000+08:00

I'm clueless . I'm lost . What did i do to deserve this ? Was it me , or was it our fault ? I love you , that's why i tolerated all our nuisances this 9 months plus . 6 more days to our 10 monthsarry . You taught me not to be a crybaby anymore . You taught me what's the meaning of mature relationships . You proved to me that relationships isn't all about sweet talks , sulking here and there . If you haven't walked into my life , i wouldn't have find out who i am , and i will be breaking many guys's hearts into pieces here and there . I love you . Losing you is the last thing i wanted in my life . Maybe you don't feel what i feel right now . Whatever it is , i'm sorry for my attitude . I'm just not myself today . Hais . Hopeless me . I hate me .I admit I was never the perfect one for you. I was never always there .I didn’t make you smile at times but there is one thing I admit I did . I was the best person I could ever be just for you . )':

2010-12-05T19:56:00.000+08:00

Found this on tumblr . Superb cute . Haha .
Okay yippee ! Credit is filled up . <3 Can text dearest already . Haha .
I love you i love you i love you i love you . Okay i'm bored .
Bye .

2010-12-05T17:35:00.001+08:00

This cat here , is super big , and super fat for a normal cat !

It's my aunt's cat . She has more than 4 cats living with her , her husband and her younger sister .

Went to their flat located at bedok this year's raya .

Macam cat paradise you know her house .

This cat up here is superb lazy , because it's quite old already . (:

I love touching her stomach . Hekhek ^^

(Sorry for the darkness ^^)

Me ! Chey ! No lah . I'm not as cute as this chipmunk up here .

My fb profile pic . (:

Take away love, and our earth is a tomb.

Hallu yellu people . Slept quite early yesterday , 3 plus . Hehe ;D It was just because i was bored , and had nothing to do . Thought of reading the thick novels , but i was bored reading it after a few mins , because i have read them a few times already . Yadayadayada . Goleyhq goleyhq , then fall asleep . Hhehee . Woke up by bby's msg , saying he's out of the house already , and otw to work . I then fell *ploop* asleep bck . Hehe . Was so effing tired laaaah . Finally woke up around 12 plus . W.o.w . Anak dara ni sungguh pemalas . Wekk . *peace* Washed up my face , and watched teevee . Was fcuking bored , i watched despicable me . So cuteee lah ! Haha . After that , watched a Hindustan Movie ; Mujhse Dosti Karoge . Awesome , i say . Here's one of the song . I seriously enjoyed the movie . <3 Oh my darling , I loveee you <3 ~~~

Those who are not freaks of Hindustan , no need watch ok . ^^ Cried during some parts of the movie . This movie consists of sacrifice for love . Sad yknw .
Okay dah , stop it . Daddy and Affann reached home from soccer match . Ate KFC .
Yums !
Okay , currently i'm missing my boncet alr )': I miss him everyday , every hour , every minutes , every seconds , everytime . )':
Hais . We can only meet on thursday , 9th December , for our outing . Wipeee ! Happy siol !
I'm gonna hughughughughughug him tightightight ! i miss you )': Ok bye . i wanna watch more hindustan's videos on youtube . HEKHEK >.<

2010-12-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

HI BUDAK BIOL . MINAH COMEL DI SINI RINDU BUDAK BIOL SANGAT-SANGAT.

BILE BUDAK BIOL NAK JUMPE MINAH COMEL DI SINI?

DI SINI NAK PELUK BUDAK BIOL KUAT-KUAT BOLEH ?

>.<

Okay i'm superb bored . B, PLEASE FINISH WORK FASTER LEY . I can go crazy yknw ):

2010-12-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

Promoting chrysanthemum tea .

Chey ! >.<

Haha . This reminds me of bby (': . He used to say "mummum tea" , because he finds it hard to pronounce the drink's long name . Cute lah kau ni >.< . I will then teach him how to pronounce it correctly . Bleah . I swear i miss him truckloads . )': It's almost 1 week we haven't seen each other . )': *crying out loud* BLEAH ! B ! Cabut kerje pls ? Chey ! You're evil Iana . Blahblahblah . Tomorrow should be meeting actually , but he's working still , because he's gonna take leave for 5 days . B , monday i accompany you to work ok ?? Pls pls pls allow me to do so . Pls pretty pls . *sympathetic face* Actually i just want to kiss you hard , hug you tight , and erm , just huggg you real tight , never letting you go . I miss hugging my tall and boncet teddy bear . ): Bleah .

Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you.

Today met Shafiqah love . Went to eat , because she complained that she was hungry . Yes Shaf , i know you're hungry . Haha. Went out at 4 plus after Mom , Dad and Lil Bro went out to Shieng Shiong to buy kitchen stuffs . Called Bby , told him i'm going out . He's having his break , and he told me to be back home before 7 . Okay b ^^ . Good girl ok i . Hekhek . Met her at Fuchun Cc . Proceeded to Teh Tarik , had my Nasi Goreng Ikan Bilis . I bought for Shaf her food , she bought for me my food . ^^ Weirdo us . So i asked her to tell the vendor to add more chili sauce . Mak kau . He spread the sauce all over the dish , and he said , "If want more , you can take the whole bottle of chili sauce " -_____-" Kurang asam . Abey nak sengih-sengih ? Eeee . Pissed off . Heck care at last , ate and gossiped alot . *whispering* *giggles* Thought of going pasar malam located at CWP , Shaf wanted to go badly , but i was just pure lazy to travel here and there . *peace* Sorry Shaf . Blame my heavy butt . *shakes butt* Hehhe .We just walked here and there like some idiotic homeless girls . ( chey ! siak ajeq aku . Hehhe ) Finally , bought bubbletea at some shop near to my block . I bought Strawberry Snowshake , while Shaf bought Peach Snowshake . Yums . Sat again , and gossiped . Suddenly remembered that i have to be back home before 7 . So walked like some slow turtle to home . Texted bby using daddy's phone that i'm home . Pfft . Daddy haven't bought my pp8 card ): *sobsob*

And oh , yesterday's shopping spree was splendid ! Awesome ! Bought stuffs , okay , most of the stuffs were clothes . Hekhekhek .

Reached home around 11 plus yesterday . Was tired and worn out and i was feeling feverish . Ughr duhr . Due to the rain . As per normal . Damn it . Okay bye . I'm tired of blogging . Hehehe . Byeeeee ~~

2010-12-03T00:27:00.002+08:00

Devastated . It's the 3rd December now . So uncool . Darns . I'm not sleeping today . Who cares .
Feel like going out again , take in fresh air . Tapi malam jumaat . Ughr . Don't know lah . Bye .

2010-12-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

It takes three seconds to say I love you. Three hours to explain it and a lifetime to prove it.

Ok hi . I'm superb bored . HAHA . Like most of my msn mates say , "You are always bored . WHY ? Go out and have some fresh air ." Yadayadayada .

I don't wish to hang out now at this kind of weather . I don't wish to get sick . I don't wish to have my mom worried sick about me . I don't wish to have bby contact me everytime to make sure i'm still safe in one piece , whereas he's busy with his work . I don't wish to get involve in any type of trouble outside there .

I taknak kene slash . K dah . I'm starting my crap . But hey , it's true . You may never know when it's coming , or how it's coming . O.o .

It rained heavily , not suprised . It's been raining cats and dogs every now and then during this 2 months holiday . It seemed like it's not a great start for a December , i can say . My stomach was grumbling this afternoon , so i went out to Teh Tarik with Amira Booms <3 . She's my primary schoolmate , and also , my cousin ^^ . We used to hang out together often , with Shafiqah . I miss them . I miss the kecohness pls )': . So we gossiped alot , about guys . *giggles* . Ssshhh .

So i ate my Nasi Goreng Ikan Bilis which i had been craving for . Yums . Drank Ice Lychee . Hehe >.< We shared alot of stories/gossips. Awesome , Fun , Fantastic . It will be better if Shafiqah was around ):
We then find a place to sit at . I was feeling a bit giddy and felt like i'm about to puke any seconds . No choice , we sat some staircase . Mcm orang takd rumah . Ni lah , daerah marsiling mrt station tak banyak tempat duduk . Useless . Ughr . So we chitchat . And yadayadayada . Bby called suddenly . Was shocked . He called to say that he miss me . Awww . *melts* Cute lah you b . I was grinning widely macam budak bodoh ok . Haha . I love you manymanymany . *heart beats faster* ^^ .
We hung up , since he gotto get back to work .
At last , reached home . Bought my Mango Milkshake before that . Yums ^^ . Yay ! Mommy bought pizza from JB , but i have yet to eat -__-" . The appetite is still not there . Watched teevee , and lil bro give me way to use the com . Sayang kau lah Affann ^^ . Yips ! Bby finished work early . Called him since my hp credit is still low , he say they did everything fast game punya . Yelah b , yelah . Whatever you say . ^^
Now not otp already . He say he wanna take a nap for awhile . Pity boncet aku nie .
Ok dah bye . Nak buat bende lain . ^^ byebyeeee .

Okay people . I've decided to paste my tagboard back . Just in case . Be nice with your compliments . Once you start your bullshit , i will show how bullshit my bullshit is . Ty . Byebye .

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2010-12-02T15:30:00.000+08:00

" It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."

Okay hi . I slept at 5 plus in the morning today , and i woke up around 12 ++ . I was sleepy still , but something told me to wake up . (?) Ughr ok . Mommy went to JB , lil bro went to grandma's house , and big bro is still snoring away like a pig . HEHEHE >.< . Daddy was home already (?) . I was a little surprised , since he reached home around 2 plus on a working day (?) . Awesome . Okay my foot is like in pain , seriouszly . I think i need to go to the doctor to get it checked out . The pain is getting worse . Ughr . Problems by problems . I hate this . Damn it. Ok , i sungguh lapar skrg . Tak boleh tahan . ): Mummy haven't cooked yet . She's buying pizza over at JB there . *clap hands* *jumps around in joy*

Ok fcuk . My foot . It hurts , seriouszly . Damn it .

I think i will go shower now .

Bye .

2010-12-02T04:06:00.001+08:00

Good morning . It's 3.47am right now . I'm suppose to be sleeping , but apparently , my stubborn eyes just wouldn't close . I bet love's gonna be mad at me . Yikes . No eyebags huh . Well , let's just hope for a miracle . *cross fingers* .
Didn't went out today , did chores at home . Bleah . B , ferrero rocher i maner ? *winkwinkwink* .
Waiting ~~ So i rot at home today . Swear it's bored . Daddy haven't top up for me yet . Ughr . So Friday , off to shopping with Family at town . Yaaabidabidoooooo ! <3 I suke sangat2 .

<3 Nur Afifi Bin Sahhime <3 ,
Your cute girlfriend here misses you , yknow . Eversince you started your new work , well , i kind of, felt very lonely )': . Every single day(except sunday, hekhek >.< ^^) , i waited for the minute-hand on the clock to strike 10pm , and i will be waiting for your message eagerly . I know you always hear me moaning ," i miss you " everytime we get to talk . But i guess , you never knew how much i really misses you , right ?
You told me to talk to the moon whenever i miss you right ? Haha . So cute . Oh wait no , it's talk to the cloud right bby ? :) Everyday , my cute lil black mp3 will be the one accompanying you to work :') one day , i will be the one accompanying you to work ok bby ? I insist :) . I love you , i really do . Words can't really explain how much you mean to me . I admit , i cried sometimes , thinking of you . :') I could only wish that you appear in front of me , and i will hug you , never letting you go . <3
Goodnight bby . I love you , i really do . )':

2010-11-30T17:13:00.001+08:00

Hello , good afternoon dear readers . It's 4.57pm on a soon-its-going-to-rain afternoon . As you all can see , i have remove off my tagboard . First of all , it's because boyfriend ask me to remove it off , secondly , i'm lazy to entertain shits ya see . Crap people , crap . So anything , just facebook me ok .

Ok bleah . Had Malay Dance practice yesterday , had fun , of coursez .

I'm lazy to elaborate about yesterday after malay dance .

Stalk people .

Huakhuakhuak . Reached home , showered , ate , and slept like a piggo , even bby agree to that . Hekhekhek ^^ .

Slept at 3 plus ticktockticktock until 9 plus . Weee ~~ Slept for 6 freaking hours . Syiok ok ? Superb Uberb Fun , with the rainy weather . In the right mood to sleep so peacefully . ^^ Waited for Bby to finish his work .

Saaaaaaaap 10.30 i called him . Wee . I rindu you , tuh pasal i kene call you . Hehe <3 *heartbeat* .

So talked crap with him , laugh here , laugh there . Oh daddy , please top up for me soon . )': Boleh mati you know handphone no credit )': . Please oh please . Besok buy kan ok ? Since it's the 1st tomorrow . Hekhekhek . *wicked smile* .

So hang up the phone , cause bby said he will text me once he reached home , since he's already at the interchange . Then he will call me later on . Wee . Aku sayang kau anyak anyak . Hehe . ^^ .

So chatchatchat , then bby say he wants to sleep , since he had to wake up early today . Pity bie )': .

Let him sleep , exchange our goodnight says and kisses . And off .

I lie down on the sofa in the living room with daddy , listening to MJ12 .

Yesterday's MJ12 was not that scary lah , frankly speaking . Slept at 3 plus yesterday , woke up at 8 plus by Bby's msg . awwwwwww . Bie , i know i'm your Ayg yang paling comel , no need to say . >.< . Hekhek . I love you lah . Called him , and talk for awhile . Then he asked me to sleep , and rest , cause it's my first day(secret . only girls understand. Hehe >.<) Pain yknow . Then went back to sleep , and finally woke up at 2 plus . Blahs . Idk what to post bout anymore . Will update , when i feel like to . Tata .

2010-11-27T16:05:00.001+08:00

Pfft . Should i go ? Should i ? Should i ? Or should i not ? Pfft . *sighs*

2010-11-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

imz borez peoplez . imz sickz likez fcuzk . bleahz .
i love when it rains , but i really despise it when my "allergic" to rain get to work -.-"
Blaaaaaaaaaaah . Supposed to go to concert with Melvin , Yazsryn , Sewel . Butz uhz , last min , mummy didn't allow me to go , because of the rain ! *clap hands* Ughr . No use begging . So met Melvin , and pass him the ticket . Didn't want to waste off the precious $8 . Met them under the block , and proceed to the nearest block to slack for awhile . Haha . ^^ Needa catch up with them . Yerlahr . Semue dah start keje kankan -____-" Mane nak ingat aku ? Haha . So went home after a few mins slacking , and then , suprisingly , i felt a sensation that i'm going to puke any soon . So breathe in and out , and finally i fell asleep and enter my LalaWonderWoolyWillyLand ^^ .
Kayh takpe . Bye . Nak call BbyLove <3

2010-11-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

Hello peepos . Well feels like my life is so bored to the max . Feel so incomplete . My phone's not vibrating/ringing as per normal . Bby bby , i miss you ): It's so different now . I only get to text you before 11am and after 11pm . I felt so empty . Yes , girlfs are here to cheer me up . But still , hais ): Get to meet you once a week only . Hais . Ohmy . Is this a challenge for me to test my sincerity , patience & faith in love for this guy here , oh God ? I will surely try my best to continue my daily life as per normal , but no , it will never be the same this period . Perhaps , this is still new to me . I have to get used to it , i will try bby . I could only say I miss you soo much and i will always love you (': .
Bleaaaaaaaaaaaaah . oh time , please fly fast . ): I've been frowning since i reached home just now .
I miss you , i really do . I need your hug . )':

2010-11-21T12:24:00.000+08:00

Blahblahblah .

Hello . Woke up at 9 plus , and stuck to this com , since then .

Weehehe . Okay , going to meet Love later on at his house . Weee , superduper excited mahn! ;D

I loooiike .

Okay update again later , i needa shower .

Heehehe ;D

2010-11-20T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hello Yellow people ^^ .
Today , Nur Zuliana is very velly belly bores to the max .
Love's currently working at Harbourfront , 11am to 11pm . Sodeyh )': he quit his previous work to work at Harboufront.
Bleah , I'm willing to wait . So I will just be *snoring* at home . NOT ! I tak snore okay . Hehe . 1 and a half hour more to goo . I rindu you . Okay dah stop . Monday will be having dance practice after 3 weeks of boredom . Yippeeee ! *jumping around in joy* I loikeee okay . But then , I'm so freaking lazyyyyyyy zzzzzzzz to wake up at 7 plus in the
morning . -.-" Cikgu , I come late can ? My butt very lazy leyh . HEHE .okay dah stop . Tuesday will be having Nanyang Poly Attachment courses . I have no idea what course have I
been assigned to . Zzz . Well , will be attending it for four days , Tuesday to Friday . Ohmyghee .
Everyday , 9am to 4pm . Am I cursed ?? ))): .
Somemore , it clashes with Class Chalet and Dance practice . *sobsobsob* so will be missing one practice just for the sake of the attachment -.-" . Love's maybe tagging along for class chalet . Weee . Tak sabar okay . But will be coming after dusk . We will be sleeping over for the first night only , which is on the 24th . But guess , we won't be sleeping at night . We're gonna have fun ! Weee . I'm so excited ! But I scared momma and papa will have second thoughts about allowing me to attend the chalet and sleepover . Fcuk the headlines about the teenagers accused of possessing choppers . Ughr . Damn it lah . Well . I will just cross my fingers and hope my parents are convinced about me going for the chalet .
Okayh blahdiblah . Bie , when are you gonna be free ?? I needa come over to your crib to transfer pics . Bleah . My USB has gone missing . *peace* Hehe .
Okay bye peepos . I wanna watch teevee . peace out ~~~ Chey !

2010-11-20T16:18:00.002+08:00

Blahdaliblah . Okay , i'm not myself .
Ohhhh hell .
I'm stuck at home , as per normal .
*winkwink* Imma goooood girl .
Weehehhee ;D
Kayh blablahhhhh . Have to shower . Bleahhh .
Byebyeeee <3

2010-11-20T15:20:00.000+08:00

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Hie Baby♥ .

Currently , i'm missing you like hell . Even though we met yesterday after 5 days of not meeting , i miss getting a hug and kiss on my cheek from you . ):

Don't cha know that i was crying badly when we fought yesterday morning ??

We both have a very high ego . Neither of us wanna give in .

But i just couldn't take the pain , i gave in at last.

When i woke up , and i checked my handphone for an expected message from ya , i was glad .

You accepted everything (':

And we were back to ourself than the nasty-self of us .

You know i love you , and without ya , i'm incomplete .

Yes , my family & friends are here .

But our relationship is different from my relationships with others .

I have no mood to do this and that , when we are totally NOT fine .

I will be crying all day along , wishing this would never ever happen between us .

I will be hyper , and jumping around in madness , when we are our total-self .

I hate the nasty us .

I could only wish the nasty-us doesn't exist in our relationship .

But , i know that will never come true .

I'm missing you okay ? <3 Come back from work soon , i wanna tell you how much i miss ya .

Goodbye , Love .

I love you as i always do , and i will never stop missing you .

Hie lovelies ♥.

I miss you all mahn . I miss us . I miss us going out , laughing under the sun like one bunch of idiotic looking girls . I miss us gossiping about others . I miss us taking photos non-stop .

I miss us going out together , like to the Escape Theme Park , and others .

I miss us , really . ):

I could only wish & wish that we will all meet one day , and have fun like we used to .

I miss you guys ):

And may our friendship stick together as one , forever & always . (':

Nothing can reallly explain how much i miss you guys . (':

Hey Hunks & Babes ♥.

So jyeah , i miss you guys like truckloads .

I miss slacking with you guys , and talk about nonsensical things and act like some sickos *peace* .

I miss us acting like some group doing a clown act in public .

I miss you guys playing catching in the carpark and screaming here and there .

I miss us disturbing each other with very weird nicknames for each other.

I miss swimming and calling some of the guys Turtle at Palawan Beach in Sentosa .

I miss being stupid in front of you guys and we will all laughed it off together .

I miss us running away together whenever we know we are in trouble , and we will run like there's no tomorrow .

Meet you guys soon <3

Miss you lots , Hunks && Babes .

I'm looking forward for the outing , and hope most of you guys will make it as per planned . <3

And hope , we will still get to meet one another soon when next year starts .

Don't forget me, Hunks & Babes . I will never ever forget bout you guys <3.

I miss 3E1♥, MT Express Class♥, and my Malay Dance Troupe♥.

I miss schoool .

I miss running here and there , laughing , at jumped at any of you girls & guys to scare you .

I miss the chaotic surroundings that we had when we are in a big group .

I miss having the most amazing classmates ,entertaining one another whenever any of us are feeling down .

I miss taking out tissue for any of you guys whenever you are crying .

Whatever it is , we are still gonna meet next year , and thank god , none of the 3E1 mates are retained or dropped to Sec 3NA .

I'm relieved we are still as one class .

MT mates , we are still as one , and i'm going to love it every moment .

Malay Dance Troupe , i'm gonna miss you guys when i and the other Sec 3s girls , will be leaving the school next year .

Next year , we are gonna have the last year together , and i'm gonna make sure , that we will have the best year we have ever had .

I miss all of you . And we are gonna meet next year .

Take care lovelies♥

2010-11-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

Hotcakes in the morning <3

Swimming memories <3

Hello . I'm effing bored .
I'm still sick , as per normal .
Mind you , i'm allergic to rains , seriouzly <3
But i love it when it rains , i sleep so peacefully like a bby (:
Weeee , Kayh . I rindu Nur Afifi Bin Sahhime )': . *sobsob* Dah 3 hari kiter tak meet .
I asek-asek sakit , you kejer .
Pfft . Takpe . When we meet , kiter hughughughug okay ?
Weee .
So today went out at around 2 plus . HAHA . The whole family is like waiting for me . I siaaaaap mcm turtle . I tawu ^^ . Took taxi to nenek house at Marsiling , relax-relax . Then eat . Yummyyumz ! <3
Sungguh the sedap . After eat , tengok teevee for awhileee . Then naik taxi go Hougang pulak . Weee . Sangat kaye lah pulak eh . Hehe . Chey ! It's because of the rain , actually .
Reached Hougang , my arwah nenek's house .
Had some complicated problems there with my aunt . I cried okay .

Sorry MakLah ); Iana pikir pasal diri Iana sendiri ajeq , sampai Iana mcm tak tunjuk hormat pat rumah orang ): Mintak maaf MakLah . Iana tak tawu asal , tapy Iana nyerh orang cepat ambil hati . Mintak maaf kayh Maklah ): Iana pun sayang sangat ngan MakLah ):

So we ate again . I ate Satay goreng , and two plates of Mee Soto ^^ . Sedap oiyy .
Okayy giler .
After that , went home , naik bus 161 .
Actually , i had some misunderstanding with Cinta yesterday night , because of something :-/
I was sick , seriously sicko , until my mindset says " I can't be bothered whether you want to be angry with me , don't want to text me , or whatsoever . All i wanted right now is , get in bed , and cover myself with my pinky blanket and go sleep . Cause i fcuking don't feel good right now , and you're being like this ." Well that's how i felt yesterday . Bleah .
Cinta went to JB yesterday night . He sleepover-ed at his cousin's house , as he always celebrate Hari Raya Haji at JB with his cousins there .
Bleahbleah .
So when i was in the bus , reaching Woodlands Interchange already , he texted me using his mommy's phone , saying he has reached Singapore and he's going his grandmama's house at Toa Payoh after that , and then going to work straight from his Grandmama's house . And he's not bringing his phone ):
I sodeyh )': Gaduh-gaduh pun , rindu jugak okay ? ):
So , replied his msg , asking him to take care .
Sooner , he called . (: Asking where i am , blahblahs . Dalam hati , rinduuuuuuuu . Dah lame i tak dgr suare you (': . Then he ask-ed me to kirem salam my family , andand lastly , he said , "I miss you" . Awwww . (:
i *melts* sekejap . I miss you tooo , tapy you tak caye ?? Sedihhhh . HEHEHE ;
I love you okay .
Okay bye .
I nak tidorrrrr .
Byeeeeeeeee .

2010-11-17T04:48:00.000+08:00

Harlow .
Kayh i know i'm not like posing for the pic , but omfg! Look at my hair people . I freaking love my hairr *melts*
Bleahh .
Okay stop it .
Planning to sleep , but unfortunately , i can't get to sleep .
It's gonna be 5am soon . Omg .
i can't sleeeeep .
Okay dah bye .
Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak goleyhq2 .

2010-11-16T19:53:00.000+08:00

Hiee blog . Imy . And i miss My ownself
Bluek . I'm sick like WTF . Blahblahblah. Who cares ? You ? Oh no . Dream on boy . I don't wish to be yours . I'm owned . Get it ?
Pfft . Stayed at home , woke up around 6am++ , woke up by love's wake up call . Bleahhh . I told ya , I need wheelchair to get to the bathroom .my butt's getting heavier . *shakes my bigbig butt* weee ! So he asked me to roll on the floor instead to the bathroom . You ingat I haunt gula-gula ke pe ? Haha . So at last lazily go shower . Texted love , tadah ! Im done ! And suddenly i
Felt asleep . Hehehehehe . Sorry bie ? Sygg you <3 woke up at 1 plus , and watch teeveee . Watched bring it on ; in it to win it . Very fuuun . And I loike it , alot . *winkwink* so stayed at home . I good girl , skrg dh tak slack selalu . *peace* Hee . Kayh blahblahblah . I'm done . Byeeee.

2010-11-16T00:42:00.000+08:00

Helloz . I'm here updating , using my dad's iPhone , since he needa use the com for work stuffs . Kayh I sangatsangat happy , because Love is contacting me! *jumping in joy* he's using his old number, since his contract is still on . But handphone ,downgraded for a moment . Aluh . I don't mind ,asalkan dapat contact dengan yang tercinta *heartbeat* . Well , I was storytelling to mom about how love lost his phone when "some guy" which I have known since late January this year , texted me , "Hello !! Leh kenal2??" guess who ??
It's that boncet of mineeee . Comel kan , nak menggatal ngan matae sendiri . Hehe . So I was damn happy , texted him , all smiling like some budak biol . After that , went Teh Tarik with family . hungryyyy ! Mommy tak mask ); I ate Nasi Goreng Ikan Bilis . Yumms ! Love ask me to deliver it to Swissotel Merchant Court Hotel (where he worked at) . Alalalalaalaaaaaa . Keciaaan bby I laapaaar . (:
So after eating , went home , talked to Daddy along the way about getting new phone . Weeeeeee ! Daddy baru sedar ke my phone dah nak nazak ?? Hehe. Comel comel . So planning to buy new phone soon , not sure iPhone 4 or not . I scared it will be very leceh . Hehe . Okay . I nak tidor . Nanty eyebags keluar , Love yang pat keje sekrang nanty mengamuk . Hehe! Nights . I love everyone who loves me ! (: ( but i love My boyf most (; )

2010-11-15T20:14:00.000+08:00

Hahaha . This just shows how abnormal 12.02.10 couple can be (:
Now, im distraught sungguh .
My mobile phone is sososo sedih , 'cause takde sweet messages masuk to make it happy .
Wekwek . Sungguh merepek nye iana . Okay dah whatever bullshits .
So today , went school late . Hehehek . I sengaje . Boohoo .
So sleepy to take my effing e maths retest .
Ugrh . Damn it okay ?
Blablabla . Dont wish to talk about the retest .
So well , after retest , sat at canteen with Putput , and Lyana , and we start to crap alot . Weee .
Sungguhsungguh best ! <3
After 45 minutes of waiting for Nowaymah and others , we proceed to Vista . I bought my maggiemeemee . Hungry okay . Sungguh tak boleh survive tanpa makan pagi2 , nanti gastric .
My perut sensitive macam siak .
Pfft . So , took bus 900A to CWP .
Dalam bus sungguh the kecohkecoh bbq .
Gereyhq giler babs .
Weeee . So yadayadayada .
Around 3 , separated with Nowaymah and others .
Went bazaar with Taufiqah .
Swear that we were so kecoh , ketawe sini sane mcm budak biol .
HAHAA !
Then went to CWP , survey2 baju pat Cotton On .
Bieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
That hoodiehoodie )':
I want , but how ??? )':
*sobbing badly* Kayh takpe , i buwat muke kesian pat my mama papa .
wekwekwek .
So yeah now ,sungguh the mendak .
Dary tady godeh2 ngan my camera , check handphone pun tak gune . Takde msg ataupun calls . -.-"
Wellwellwell .
I miss Nur Afifi Bin Sahhime okay ?
I pun sayang diehr .
Okay bye . I nak tidor . <3

2010-11-14T20:20:00.000+08:00

hey fiz here im back....hahahax...miss me???hahahax..... i want 2 tell sad fucking story....once upon a time yesterday on13.11.2010 i worked at fullerton hotel cause i have 2 transfer over there just for yesterday night....den i placed my bag at the store...i dont want my handphone 2 get wet so i just placed my valuables inside my bag...after a few hours my handphone got stolen by some fucking kanina person who dont have handphone....that handphone is only 3days old...its nokia E5...new model....has gone just like that ...sad right??? my tears dropped n anger took control over me....den i find my supervisor and told him about my handphone which is stolen..den i fought with my supervisor....because he didnt told me that there have been recents stealing cases at the hotel... benda dh berlaku aru nk blg.... den i do my work with sadness n anger...i do wat i can do...ard 5am i wen back home waiting for the first train....go n smoke for while...see people taunt at raffles place....den i told my mum that my handphone have been stolen...den my mum go n call the singtel hotline 2 cut off my bill... i will change my num and get a NEW phone...wee~ thats my sadness story....will update sooner or later aye ..

2010-11-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

I smile everyday , because i don't want to have people asking me why i'm so down , and then , i will just broke down and cry .

Yes , i do realise , people do think it's not the time yet to cry and sob here and there about a thing called "Love" . Yes , we are too young to be experiencing all of that .

But i don't see the wrong in loving , crying , and being happy in r/s .

It's our life . It's up to us how we decide how our life is gonna go like, and how it is gonna end like .

Hais . Right in front of this computer right now , i'm just crying uncontrollably . It just sucks lahh .

It sucks alot .

Ugrh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I will feel better when im die . Hais . Goodbye .

2010-11-07T16:35:00.000+08:00

Hello . (:
I'm still in my sleepy mode.
Love's supposed to wake up at 4 , but look what's the time right now -.-" Pfft .
Promises are always meant to be broken .
Tsk .
Well , just woke up . And it's 4.30pm right now .
Decided to meet Love at BnS , cause i was superduper hungry ):
My stomach was grumbling , his's too .
So we decided to eat at Mac at around 7 plus .
Love seems different . He seems so hyper .
Whereas me , i seem so not sleepy *winkwink* /
Ate hotcakes with sausage . Yumyum ! ^^ . Love ate the same thing , but he also ate the Sausage McMuffin with Egg . Ni bukan lapar , ni kebulur -.-" Haha . Well , we had lots of fun , laugh here and there .
Mcm org gile buwat kecoh pagypagy -.-"
Reached home around 8 , then *snores* . EH NO ! i don't snore okay . HEHE .
So here i am now .
Kayh i don't know what else i should be talking about .
So bubbye (:

2010-11-07T04:54:00.000+08:00

Hello . It's 4.40am in the morning of 7 November 2010 , and it is a Sunday .
I can't get to sleep today , i have no idea why . Well , nevermind . Since i can't sleep , i might as well wait for Love to finish work around 5.30am (:
HAHAHAH . Kayh , tonight i don't feel like myself . OMG .
i watched the ring 2 alone , and it scares me lh .Actually , it's not that scary, but then , the faces kan , mak kau . macam nightmare tahu . Seram benar . I even covered my eyes with my strawberry bantal .
Kental kan Iana ? Tawuu . ^^ .
Tapi kental-kental pun , ader orang sayang Iana jugak lah kan . Weehehehe .
So since The Ring 2 finished at around 3.10am , i stucked myself to Facebook .
Trying to get advices from people on how to sleep when you can't . Answers were ; exercise (-.-") , and counting sheeps . HAHAHAHA -.-"
Do i look like Mrs Bean ??? And not to forget , i'm not the type of person who keeps potraits of a herd of animals , such as sheeps . So yeah , even though your ideas seems ridiculous , thanks though (:
Eyebags gonna take control over me in a few hours time . ohmy , why do eyebags exist ?
It's not good you know you know .
Well , now it's 4.50am , and big brother's not back yet from work . -.-"
Wtf lah . Kau hooray-hooray pat luar lah nie ??
Kulang ajar nye .
Okay , now i'm in a boredom mode .
I wanna visit LaLaLand , but too bad , my eyes don't want to close earlier tonight .
Not fair ):
I bet Love is gonna be shocked when he finds out that i'm not asleep yet .*peace*
Dier marah , Aku pujok lorrr . *winkwink*
Urgh , besok ader Intensive Learning . After that , maybe going out with Love to town . He wanna shop till he drop . Haha (: But confirm ke tak , i belum tawu (:
Kayh now ,i'm gonna lie down , and goleyhgoleyhqgoleyhq till Love is done with his work . Tatatititutu .
Sayaaang korang sume . Byebye .

2010-11-06T19:37:00.000+08:00

Ohh hi people (:
Basically , i'm super bored like whatthefuck .
Love is still asleep . Nyahhahahahaa . That's the reason why i'm bored .
He entertains me when i'm bored . He layan my craps , he laughed it off .
Hahahahahahha . Kayh aku dah start giler aku .
Hmm . But nevermind , maybe love's is so tired , since he followed me to JB with me and beloved aunty and cousins yesterday . We met at 9am at interchange , and reached at JB City Square around 1 plus (wtf?) . It was so effing packed , i swear . Lesson learnt , never go JB whenever it's PH plus SH . Grrr .
Well , we had lots of fun . Entertained by atiq's joget . Watched Adele; The Rise Of The Mummy . swear , it's super bored . Almost fall asleep in the theater . So after that, went hunting for shoes/clothes . But didn't get what i desired . So straight to arcade , met Love and small bro and cousin . After that , walked here and there , and tadaaa , home . Pity Love . Sorry kay bie ? If i knew we're gonna reached Singapore at 8 plus , i would have ask you to go home earlier , since you will be working yesterday's night .

Ohhhh , and see that brightbright pink watch i'm wearing ?
That's my surprise belated birthday present , which i get it from Love .
Sayaaaaaaaaangg you (:

Kayh , i'm off . Aku nak tengok tv .
Byeebyee .

2010-10-31T19:42:00.000+08:00

I know people , i look so idiotic in this picture . HEHE .
BUT CUTE RIGHT ??
Sajak tak aku jadi hamster ker ??
Hehe .
Well , currently at home now , been sitting in front of this wide screem computer since 6 pm .
Addicted to facebook all the way . Tagged is getting boring .
For me , Tagged is for people looking for love <3 *heartbeat* .
Well , i have found my love already , so what for , i wanna go around and look for somemore right ? ;D
My idiotic is so silent right now . Ohmy .

Well love , im sorry if it had hurt you .
But i do swear , i don't even know that guy who tried to flirt with me ):
Hais . i do hope the trust stays within there .
I just dont know what to do .
Hais .
I will just let matter rests .
I'm tired .
Goodbye people .
I'm not feeling rather well .
My nose is being very irritating .

2010-10-31T01:56:00.000+08:00

Okay , hello Sumer orang di dalam dunia ini . Sekarang aku tengah mendak giler babi bbq nak mampus . Boncet is working right now . Now is 01.46am in the morning . Yes , matae aku sangat-sangat rajin , kerje every night pukul 11pm sampai pukul 6am . He sleep , im awake . He awake , im asleep . Aku rindu kau , kau tawu tak ?? Hehe . But nevermind , at least you're working , not sleeping at home like one Big fat pig *evil grin* hehe z nyetnyetnyet . No matter what pun , i still sayang you okay giler ? So today i went to grandma's crib for kenduri . Yumzyums . Get to eat delicious yummymammy food . Thought of meeting boncet , but he just woke up by the time i was about to go Home . Great lah bby i niek . -.-" . So reached home , watched Fat Albert , awesome Movie , and then watched the Grudge 2 . Give me goosebumps sia . Fcuk it . Then texted2 boyf , and also , updated My Facebook also . Hhe . Wooosh . Teringat pasal Nur Afifi Bin Sahhime . You ingat tak , everytime kytehr suker made fun of our past arguments, and we will have a Big laughoff about ourstupid sayings and maky2 ?? Haha . Sungguh cute bile i pikir aleq . Hmm , but then , everything will change once next year starts , believe me . (': but no matter how boncet you are , aku tetap sayang kau bnyk2 okay ?? Okay byeeee .

2010-10-20T16:56:00.000+08:00

hey fiz over here...im using iana blog which is my gerlfriend...hahax.... yesterday on 19-10-2010 was my graduation day...im so happy like hell...hahahahax.....first my elective module....present our food to our "lovely" principal and teacher....after that our graduation day until 4.30....some teacher and fellow friends are crying...i didnt cried cause i dont know why...hahahahax.... den i went home change,went back to school for our dinner at serangoon orchid country club....we reached there around 730...then our principal talk n pray...den we have our dinnerr....the food is nice...after eat... we take some pic wif teacher, trainer and fellow friends....den we play some game..that was awesome...haahahax....den i dance wif my bestfriend while sitting down...hahahahax.....den laugh like hell....make fun of people...hahahax...den our d.m talk...until nearly 11pm...den we went back home... some go to wdl int and some go to christ church sec...i went back to christ church...walked wif all my bestfriends of 4years....den we smoke2 outside school....like we over the age already...hahahax....den my bestfriend went to vista but i didn't follow them cause im tired already and slipy...hahahax.....den i went home..den otp wif my cute gerlfriend for just how many minutes den i wen 2 lala land....hahahax....that my story for yesterday....hahahahx...

bubbye...will update sooner or later...hahahahax

sayonara (:

2010-10-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL HUMANS OF EARTH .

Sorry if my blog has been dead like a few centuries (?)

Busy with school , as it was during the end of year examinations period .

It determines whether i get promoted or not next year .

If i do , alhamdulilah (:

Next year 'O level already siaa ! Ohmygod .

I think i'm not ready for it yet . impressive huhh ?? (:

Kayh goodbye . Update some more later .

2010-10-05T20:40:00.000+08:00

eyebags means , late sleeping time & insufficient sleeping hours . wow . i'm tired of school hours .
End of year , here you are .
Kayh bye , i gotto study .
Done with art research (:
Pheww !
Cet , if you read this , update my dead blog okay! (:
Tata !

2010-09-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

hey fiz disini , matae kepada mokmok yg ku sayangi.... sekarang dia berada samer ku...main com standard....hahahax.....dia nk amek gbr yg kiter amek gambar kat botanic garden...im sowie that i cant type in english cause i not so good in english..but still gooooddd....hehehex....ku first tyme type kat blog ini...dan ku mcm bual ngan laptop ku ini...mcm org gila...hahahax.... narie ku sungguh penat dan gembira....penat sal night study at skol n mokmok cry2 cause stress....ku tk sempat nk pujok dia sal ku bz ngan CPA ku yg terlalu byk.....gembira pasal kiter dpt baik2 in berapa jam....2 lah cerita nye...panjang kankan???hahahax...

serious shit ku mcm bdk giler bual sendiri...hahahax...abg ku ngan mokmok...ketawa kan aku sal aku bual sendiri....tk mcm ????....hehehex.....yg gbr kat atas 2 mokmok yg amek...and she proud of herself.....*clap2*.....hahahax....kay ku karang tk tahu nk kap apa lagi....sampai disini...sekian terima kasih....hehehex......ku akan type dlm blog ini bile ku menjelma....ok...bubbye (:

2010-09-18T11:10:00.000+08:00

Basically , i'm so hurt baby. )':
I forgave you for what i knew between you and her . When i logged in to yr facebook yesterday , i checked your messages . I saw yr sent messages with her )': I know it was in August , but this messages which i just knew , seems to be hurting me alot . I cried like i just lost someone , but actually no . I got cheated ):
In the 1st place , why didn't you tell me what happened all along ?? Why do you always wait for me to know it by myself ?? The pain in my heart is burning Syg ,it's burning . Furthermore , it happened before our 6th monthsarry . That basic sentence , stings me real hard . You should know which basic sentence . I've mentioned it in my msg to you . I don't expect you to say like that . It was beyond my expectations of you . I'm loss for words . I'm terribly down . I've not slept , thinking bout the messages . It's like a nightmare to me . ):
Goodbye , iloveyou )': , take care .
I'm going out . Probably , won't be bringing along my hp .

i may forgave you , but i will never forget .

2010-09-04T15:57:00.000+08:00

I'm over at boyf♥'s house now . welll,he haven't bath ya knw , ya knw ! hehe ;D
kayh byee .

2010-09-01T11:40:00.000+08:00

" My room is the G-spot , Call me Mr. Flintstone , I can make yr bedrock ."
Heh , i love this phrase . So naughty waughty ! Hoho .
Kayh omg , i don't know what to type about .Huhu .
today's plan , going waterfront with boyf and others (:
Have to take pics for art research ):
GuguGaga .
Kayh got to go !
BYEEEE !

~ I LOVE MY BIGGERBUTT BOYF (: ♥ i wonder if he loves me too or not (?)

2010-08-21T13:07:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was great (: ♥♥
Simply great . Thanks to the ones who cheered me up . (:
I love you guys (:

2010-08-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hello (:
Today isn't a goodgood day .
Well , seriously , it's not good . Everything just seems to sucks alot .
*sighs*
Perhaps ,I'm not worth it . I'm stubborn ,I'm foolish , I'm arrogant , what more ???
I explained my reason , but yet , you don't accept my reason .
You kept on being ignorant towards me . I guess i just have to accept this treatment .

Hais . I only drank a cup of water for break fast . I'm not hungry . I don't feel like gobbling up the food .
I tried to smile .
But everytime i think of it , tears are forcing to drop from my eyes , but i restrain it .
I guess i gotto go now . I wanna rest . Hais . Goodbye .

2010-08-14T06:18:00.000+08:00

Okay so what ?
It's 6.05am on a freaking Saturday morning , and i'm still nort asleep .
Why ? 'cause , i've been fiddling with my dad's iphone until 3+ am in the morning , and from there onwards , i can't sleep -.-"
Great huh ? Suppose to be sleeping at 4+ ,'cause i was already sleepy .
But , i have forgotten about sahur , and up i go , to eat . -.-" .
And until now , my eyes are fully WIDE AWAKE .
oh damn you Iana , why can't you just sleep ?!
You know you easily have UGLY FUGLY eyebags when you didn't have ENOUGH , (let me repeat that word again ) ENOUGH sleep , and here you are , blogging ?????
Oh hell , F you Iana . Grrrr .
Boyf's gonna freaking scream or yell or stare at me or erm , won't see me until my eyebags are gone ??
Ughrrrrr Iana . Fcuk you .

Okayh , stop it . So jyeah , now i'm blogging , while doodling on a piece of paper .
Hmm . I;'m bored , i'm bored , but yet , i can't sleep . I think , i'm gonna wake up at around 2 , 3 + in the afternoon today ??
Ughr . EYEBAGS !
But actually , there's alot of things going on in my mind right now. Hmm .Nehhmind ,i think i will just blogged down some quotes i found in the internet .

" Isn't it amazing to find someone surprisingly hugging your waist from behind ?"

~ Unknown

Oh , i love it , and duhr , it's totally amazing (:

"I love you - those three words have my life in them. "

~ by Alexandrea to Nicholas III ~

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn

Is to love and be loved in return."

~ From "Unforgettable with Love" by Natalie Cole

Okayyyy , i will just post three today . Those means alot to me you know (: Will post some more , when i update sooner or later . Byebyeee (:

2010-08-13T23:57:00.001+08:00

hallo hallo hallo hallo

hallllo halllllo .

2010-08-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

NUR AFIFI BIN SAHHIME ! ♥

Today means alot to me taw boncet .

Hehe . 1/2 year ya know . Sorry bby if my wish msg to you this month was not long enuf .

Heh . I very lazy to type yesterday . Hehe .

So jyeah ,

HAAPPY 6TH MONTHSARRY BIE (:

Even though it's only 6 months , it still means a lot to me ya know (: .

We've faced alot of obstacles in our relationship right biggerbutt ,

but we managed to pull it thru together .

I will try to change my effing attitude okay bie .

Heh . You tawu kan i kuat tidor , tapy tak sekuat you uhh . Hehe .

You King Of Sleeping siaa .

(: But no matter what , i loveee you infinity aye bie (:

I hope we last prettypretty long , or better , last forever (:
I love it when we are laughing , enjoying ourselves ,

but i hate it when i started to cry and there you are , pissed off .

Huhu .

I hope nothing will break us apart okay .

But if something were to , i will never ever forget bout you ):

You're the sweetest boyfriend i ever had . Heh (:

You waited until midnight , and you wished me right at 00.00 (:

Love you bie .

*huggy bear & kisses*

♥

2010-08-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

Okayh hello people . NDP Photos , uploaded on facebook . Go check it out yourself . Huhu (:

Can i rewind back time to 9 August 2010 ??

Mahn , it was so fantastic . Hehe (: Love it Love it Love it !

GuguGaga . My crazy partner told me , i'm abnormal today ?? O.o .

Am i ? Hehe . Kayh , stop it .

Todayyy , finished school at 3.45pm . Went to Rc to slack for awhile , and at around 5.30 , went homeeeeee sweeeeet homeeeeee . The moment i reached home , i bath and then i felt asleep . ;D Hehehe . Super tired .

Mummy woke up for break fast . Ate chicken chop ( yumyum ! ) , drank longan drink . Hehe .

After eating , been stuck to computer .

♥ went for terawhir , and now slacking . -.-"
Lepakkkkk jeqq ehh you boncet . Alerrrrmakk . Waink !

Well , today's special day for me ya know ya know . (: Hehe . Will update again later .

2010-08-11T21:38:00.001+08:00

Hallo people (: And byebye people (: Teehees . Will update tomorrow .(:

2010-08-10T20:31:00.000+08:00

Hello people . I'm so indolent right now . All i can do is , sit in front of my huge computer screen , and get my fingers to work on the pathetic keyboard , which is what im doing right now . Boyf went swimming with the others . Didn't follow , 'cause jyeah , i don't have the mood today to hit the pool , and also boyf ask me to stay at home and studyy and oh yarh , get ready for the months of fasting , which is tomorrow D: *sobsob* i'm nort ready . Gugugaga . Some more , with school ending at around 4 from tues to thurs , but on wed , at 6 (!) , worser , cause of Malay Dance Practice . Nehhmind , after practice , hit home straightaway , sit in front of the dining table and wait to eat (: Yumyum . Okayh ,back to the story . So jyeah , being me , i don't stay at home when i'm told to *peace* Sorry boncet ! You tawu kan i kaky merayap , takleyh duduk diam ? (: *winkwink*
So yadayadayada , aft going out to somewhere , reached home , and daddy and lil bro went out -.-" niek apehr , take turn ke pehr ? aiyomakk . so from just now , i've been fiddling with this technology stuffs . will update more later . byebye .

2010-06-14T18:14:00.000+08:00

webcam-ed with Ajulo just now (: superb fun ;D Huhu .

2010-06-14T17:46:00.000+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking for these 2 months plus (:

Tata .

2010-04-16T17:44:00.000+08:00

Yoooohooooooo people ! Sorry fer the superb dead blog ! Duhr , as per normal , as per usual , laptop spoilt -.-" Fcuk with it . Teeeeheeeeees .
Welll , a LOT happened this few weeks , or months rather ;D
Ouhhhh , i'm still with my shmelly biggerbutt bie .Huhu ;D
Ouhh hell , mid year in 10 more freaking days ! scaryy you know . kayh lahh , tata . ;D
Lazyyy to update some more . hehe

2010-02-21T06:37:00.001+08:00

Kayh , time now ; 0633am , Sunday , 21 February . (: Currently chatting with old schoolmate , Haqym (:
Random huhh ? Hahaha . Kayh whateverr -___-"
I'm going to sleep in a few minutes / few hours time , and you guys are gonna be awake by that time .
Ouhhh , yeahhh , bie texted me at 1 plus in the morning , saying he has reached home , and he didn't stayed over at his cousin's crib , cause of his mummy working (:
Yeayy ! Gonna meeeet him later on , with the other loveydovey couple ; Adq Eikah & Afar ( i think ). I had better sleeep now . I bet bie's gonna be freaking mad , when knowing i sleep at this timing . I'm so deaaaaaaaad . Tata . Gonna have eyebags later -.-" Ughrrr . Fcuk .

2010-02-20T19:03:00.002+08:00

Hello . Okayh , many people had been pestering me to update my blogg -.-" .

Okayh , now's here the PLAIN TRUTH about me ,

I'M OBVIOUSLY A PURE LAZYYYYBUM KID , PEOPLE +____+" .

Hehe , sorry yaw if the TRUTH hurts ;D .

But oops , that's me . (:

Bambamboomboom . Kayh , i'm freaking bored -.-" .

Hmm , Shmellyy Boyf staying over at his cousin's crib at JB , and will be back by tmr . ):

Omg , it's freaking idiotic boring !

Currently , Cellphone's Mood ; DEAD . -_____-" .

Nehhmind , let me elaborate about my 3 schooldays here . ( I won't talk about last week's CNY ~~Concert .~~ Freaking embarassing , and i will just try my VERY BEST to forget about it . URGGHH ! )

Wednesday ; Had Maths Lesson fer the first period . Learn new topic , and i was like Huh ? fer like i don't know how many times , 'cause Ms Leow was going thru the topic quite fast . So , she slowed down , and i managed to complete my work plus understanding the topic , which is Inequalities .*grins widely* So yadayadayada , had EL lesson aft that , split up into different classes according to our grades in EL . Mr Chia was absent , so the whole class was busy doing their own things , i was busy talking to Melvin ( Sec 3 ) , about many things , gossipgossip ;D . Oooooo . I didn't knew guys are good at gossiping too . Teeehees . Msgmsg with my Shmelly too . MT Lesson next . Nothing interesting . Had Recess , and then , off to school library . EL reading period . But , me , Aida , Nolin , Puteri , Yana and Faiz played Scrabble and Snatch . Haha , it was superb fun ! Faiz keep making english word of his own wayy . Haha . Weird Guyy . History lesson last . Ms Rab was pissed off because of *inserts* , but it's about us uh , i'm just lazyy to elaborate . Scary ya know seeing her pissed off . Because of her pissed off , we had our sudden common test -.-" , Damn it . I was sooooooooo blank-minded . I haven't even study , nor even flipped thru my history textbook ! But fuhh , lucky , i remembered A BITTT only (:

Got to know yesterday , the whole class failed the test -.-" , so there's gonna be a re-test . GREAT !

Education for Life last period . Went to the school Hall, and Vice-Principal ; Ms Foo , was there . And ouhouh , she showed us , the Sec 3s , a video of this Oprah Winfrey Season Party , held at Chicago , i think . Black Eyed Peas performed ' I gotta a feeling ' . The audience performed too , but in some special way . ;D Fascinating . It's cool ya know ! I will post the video sooon aye . End of school , stayed back , finished up my maths homework , and my art homework ; drawing of the peacock . Hell lots of details , but i managed to complete it on my own ;D . Hehe . Supposingly to go back home at 5 plus , but tak perasan time lahr kan , and it stretched until 6 plus . Huhuhu . So ended up , went bck with Shmelly all , as they had just finished their NCC .

Thursday ; Had Social Studies , Maths , Art , Physics , English , And CME . Hmm , the most exciting period was CME ;D . We discussed about ; Whether is it okayh if we are good friends with the opposite sex and why , are we ready to go steady and why or why not , and , if we were to go dating , how will we behave properly . Haha , the whole class suddenly started chit-chattering away with their partners . Haha . Gereyhq pehr . Ms Leow then gave us a small piece of paper , and we were told to write down our answers to the questions , but we are not supposed to write down our names . Huakhuakhuak . Me and Aida wrote funny answers for the 2nd question ;D Teeeheeees.

Next , Ms Leow collected all of the papers , and she started passing one paper to random people , to read it out loud to the whole class ( i was one of them ) (: . hehhe . superb fun , and the whole class even laugh out at some of the answers . But Ms Leow said that , there's no right or wrong about every people's opinion . Truetruetrue ;D School ended , had my volleyball training . It was okayh , bt training was a bit moody , cause we were soooooo quiet , and Coach Marcio asked , whether are we okayh or not , because we seemed like we are not ourselves . But reaching the end of training , we were as noisy as ever , and Coach Marcio is happy about it (: Headed to our usual slacking place with Adq Eikah , to meet the others . Haha , and somthing happened , fun though . ;D At the end , after we reached home , me and Shmelly were not 'okayhh' . ): Felt asleep , woke up at 11 plus , replied Shmelly's msgs , and studied for my History & Chemistry's test scheduled the next day , which was yesterday .

I'M CURRENTLY ~~NOT~~ MISSING MY SHMELLY BIE ! ):

Nehhmind , i ~~can~~ wait , NOT ! ):

Friday(Last day!Fuhh!);Had History, test is being scheduled to next wednesday . We practised answering for SEQ questions . Ohmygawd , my fingers felt like it's gonna drop off anytime . Write idon'tknow many words in a limited time . grrrr . Nehhmind , it's fer my own goood . (: . Had Chemistry aft that . Had our test . JYEAH ! It's quite easyyy . I loike ;D . MT next , nothing interesting . Recess , and had Art . (: School ended , no Chapel ! Yeay ! for this week only , and alternate weeks -.-" *grumbles* . Ouhouh , did i tell you guys that i joined Malay Dance back ? (:

Haha . I know it's shocking , but , whatever . Grrr . Was fun yesterday practice (: Shmelly was also having FSD . So jyeah , went back together2 . Reached home , shower , rest , eat , and then otp with whoelse ? Shmelly , duhrr ;D

Gagagagaggagaa . Today , woke up at 9 plus by Shmelly's msg . saying that he's alr gg to JB ))): . Gaaaaaaaaaahhh . Watched teevee fer a while , brush teeth , and wash my uglyfugly face , and ate breakfast . Showeerr ,get ready to go Grandma's House to ngaji . But when i reached my grandma's hse with mylil bro , were told by my grandpa that grandma is sick , and is currently resting . So called Mummy , and told that grandma is sick . Had to go back homeee . And from thr onwards , i'm stuck to this laptop (: Teeeheees .

Ouh jyeahh , webcaming with Haikal just now . Haha . Tht 'eikeik' is sooo weird (:

Eikkeikk ! If you happen to 'stalk' me ( Aink ! Fake only (: ) , i mean , read my blog , taggtagg my tagboard okayh eikeikk ! (: Huhuhu . ;D

Okayh , my backbone is aching . Omg . Gotta rest fer awhile .

Ouh yes readers , SATISFIED about my long post today ??

Hahha . Thanks to me , fer nort being a lazzybum kid todayy .

Huhuhuhu . Currently , alone at home like a dumbo , lil bro and dad went to shop , mummy and big bro working .

Gahahhhhhh ! I'm bored .

Kayh tata (:

Hellow Yellow Dirty Fellow (:

2010-02-14T16:50:00.000+08:00

Heyheyhey (:

WOW , it's Valentine's Day , and uh-huh ,Chinese New Year (:

So , to all Chinese people , happy Chinese New Year , and hope you have fun on this prosperous day (:

And ouhouh, Happy Valentine's Day to all loveydovey couples out there (:

Mmmmmhmmmm , i didn't go out with my valentine's today ):

'Cause cause cause , erm i have no idea what to say .

Cause of some reason .

I'm attached , btw (:

With my shmelllyyyyyyyy bie (:

I love you bie (:

Hope we will last long ; 120210 (:

Kayh now , im so freaaaaaaaking pisssed !

Fcukfcukfcuk . Grrrrrrr

Gtg . Bye /

2010-01-30T19:56:00.000+08:00

Hello Yellow Dirty Fellow ;D

Hehhehe ; (:

Well , now i'm super duper yuper happy bout someth ;DDDD

And uh-huh , i'm gonna do my art work on angelina jolie ;D

I have to DRAWWW her faceeee .

Her lips are like sooooooooooooo , erm , tempting ?

Haha , wait , i'm straight okayh -.- ;D

Hehe , kayh byeee , tata people .

Adios .

2010-01-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

Okayh , comeon , yell , scream , shout , at me fer nort updating my bloggy fer like , erm , 1 week ? ;D

Hehe . Sorrrrry yaww . Jyeahjyeah , i didn't lay my fingers on these idiotic laptop fer like 1 week , cause i was sososo fcuking busy with my school stuffs . Jyeah , i know , one word ; STRESS ;D Hehe .

Well , school's quite okayh fer me , generally can be handled easily , erm kayh no , nort that easily (:

I've been struggling to get myself awake , finishing up my homeworks on time , studyy fer some tests , and yes , to get myself enough sleeep , and ouhouh , to ease myself with the new subjects and timetable .

Oooooo , my classmates are supreme fun to the maximum ! (: No regrets going to 3E1 ;D

Hehe . Erm erm , lemme see , Ouhhh jyeah , our BRAZILIAN volleyball coach is backkkk ;D

OoOoOoOOo , I miss him ;DD

Anddd of course , training's gonna be tough , duhr ! , to prepare fer some competition (?) not confrim yettt .

Well what's else to updatee ? GAGAGAGA . People has been pestering me to update my bloggy blogg

-.-" im fcuking lazyyyyyy .

Gagagagaga . Kayh gtg , i have to look for someth ;D Tata (:

Most probably , will update sooon (:

*not confirm!* ;D

2010-01-14T16:43:00.000+08:00

kayh , currently in school , in classroom , doing decorations for the class , and here i am , using the laptop .
Fcuk , i feel like doing another blog , but it will be private ,
I think , i will only let myself and some others related to me , to view my private blog .
But don't worry , this blog will remain , and i will post as per normal ,
only that , it won't be too personal .
Ughrrrrr .
I felt like screaming to the whole word right of what i am feeling all this while , but it won't come out , cauuse it's only meant for one person .
Nehhmind , i will just shut up about this . ): Byebyee .
Private blog will be about my feelings , and yes , about LOVE .
Tata ):

I'm sorry ):

2010-01-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

Fcuk it . i'm sorry .
I gotta avoid you .
It's fer the best .
I hope you knew what it meant by that ,
I'm sorry . I'm sorry i gotta follow what my mum says .
It's the best way for the both of us .
Just concentrate on yr studies , and don't do anything stupid aye .
Just think ahead , and forget about me .
I can't be that girl you want me to be .
I hate it , but yes , it's the fact .
My mum knows me best , and she's doing what best for me and my future .
I'm sorrry , but i gotta leave you ):
I'm sure you can concentrate on yr studies , with you living in the west side , and me living in the north side .
Don't worry about me , i can definitely take care of myself .
Friends are here with me now , don't worry .
You definitely can move on .
And yes , i can't contact you anymore from that day onwards . I'm sorry i can't contact you , i'm sorry .
I'm sorry fer everything .
Sorrry .

2010-01-10T12:18:00.000+08:00

Sorry , i just think i should might as well update when i had the chance to , despite my emotions rumbling right now .
Well , first week of school , was quite interesting .
I only fell asleep in class once ! yeayy !
But that was when Faiz knock my table , and i woke up , felt like my heart is going to jump out of my throat .
Damn you Faiz . Haha .
Well , principal , as per usual . Morning talk forever and always .
Might as well , change our school to lecture school -___-' , where we attend school , just to hear lectures .
Fcuk it .
Well , lessons started on the 6th of january , which is on the wednesday .
I was so attentive in class ;D
Thumbs up (:
Gaga .
Haish , i gotta to make a decision soon ,
Sorry mom fer disappointing you .
I'm gonna follow yr sayings this time ):
Yes , you're right , my studies are going down ,
And you wouldn't want to seee me getting hurt again ):
I will do it , when the time is right ):

2010-01-10T11:47:00.000+08:00

Mind my idiotic face (:

kayh , face like shitx .

Gahhhh , lazy to elaborate . I'm superb moodless right now .
Pfffft . Problems problems . I hate myself . Shits .
Gahhhhh . Byebye ):

2010-01-05T22:42:00.001+08:00

And yes , i'm privatising my blogg soon aye people (:
So pleaseplease , leave yr emails at my tagboard . Thanks (:
A.S.A.P okayhh ? (:
Thanks . tataa ;D

School sucks -.-'

2010-01-05T22:40:00.000+08:00

Basically , first day of school SUCKS alot . Uh-huh , let me repeat that one more time , school SUCKS alot . Huakhuak , i just said that , cause i got caught fer my super stupidity ugly fugly hair , which is colored light brown like 2 months plus ago ? But yes , actually , i didn't get caught in the first place , when we had the attire check in our classroom early in the morning . I don't know why , but i think my form teacher's eyes were a bit potek early in the morning ;D But when we reached the hall , and aaaaaahhhh , had to listen to the 'speech' or rather lecture by my great principal , and my class were seated right at the side of the hall , and uh-huh ! sunlight ! and my hair colored is revealed -.-' YEAYY ! ohmy , why shall i be so proud of it ?

So had to dye my hair back to black , standard uhh . Shoes have to be totally white , yayy ! (: Cause i wore dark grey warrior shoes to school (: Pandaiii kan iana ;D But then , weird luhr eyhq . Last year , i wore gold colour , i wasn't caught -.- . Strange luhr . Nehhmind , my form teacher a bit cerewet ;D Hehe .

And ouh yahr ! Today kan , super the gereyq ! ;D

We sat in the hall from 7.30 till 11+ . Greaaaaaat kan ? Wth . My butt super duper cramp ):

So me and yana , went to the toilet two times (: We all are gooooood girls (:

I knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww , eyh bhy eyh ? ;D

Hheheeh ;D

So jyeah , i'm in class 3E1 this year (: uh-huhh , not very the clever , but our class very the supportive (:

Ohmy , Iana , what english are you using ?? Stupid siaaa .

Kayhkayh , stopstop talking to yrself iana -.-"

So let's see my class motto ; We dare to dream , We strive to win .

Uh-huh , the strive to win , was my ideaaaa (:

Kayh , dahrrrr , i got to go now .

Have to sleeeeep (: Nanty adehr jeq taw org tuhh marah ;D Huakhuak ! ;D

Byebye allllll (:

2010-01-01T01:49:00.000+08:00

Will upload the rest later ;D

Tata (:

Happy New Year my friends (: Here you come , 2010 (:

2010-01-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

Heyhey (:

Iana here , wanna wish you all , a happy new year aye ! (:

Happy Happy Happy 2010 to all ! ;D

For now , 2010 has now taken its place , and 2009 has left ,

I just wanna start afresh , and just let the bygones be bygones ,

Yes , miracles do happen , and its happening right now (:

Haha , my heart is totally weak , and ya know what ?

I'm loving someone right now (:

Whatever, you guys can call me a bxtch or what , for loving different guys each time ,

But hey , miracles do happen , and you can't stop them from happening right ?

I just think , i'm doing the right things now .

I don't wanna repeat the same mistake again ,

I've thrown away my past , i just did .

I packed them up in a big black trash bag ,

And dump it at the rubbish place .

So long 2009 , i shall never see you again (:

Kayh , so the whatever for the above , ya know ?

HAHAHA . Stop it Ianaa -.- .

Ouh jyeah , i bought a Creative Zen MP4 Player just now ;D

But its black in colour ))):

Pink is out of stock ))):

Nehhmindd . At least i get it with my own money (:

Ouh jyeah , i received $200 from Mr Hawazi Daipi for good progress in my exam results this year ? ;D

Cool or whatt ;D

Haha . So jyeah , bought a new mp4 player .

Hmm , will update again later , i think (?)

And ouh , i've been receiving new year texts from friends -.-

I kept checking my phone , and its all new year msgs -.-

Huakhuak , but only one msg is special (: *winkwink*

About that person , i think , i will hushhush about it first aye ? (:

Wanna know ? comecome ;D

Haha (:

It's growing slowly , every day , every night , every morning , every hour , every min , every second (:

I'm hoping fer the best dear , i really am (:

Love ya (:

2009-12-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

Birthday cake , Akq Syqin & Wanie Bought it for my birthday ;D

Sweeeet kann ?

Lagypun , dahr lamerh dahr niek gambar ,

Baru skrg nk upload . Hhehe ;D

Helloh . (:

Just came back from Changi Beach today's afternoon .

Ouh jyeah , yesterday , went to family bbq pit at Changi Beach early in the morning ;D

Anyway , it's a surprise fer my grandparents , since it was their 50th wedding anniversarry (:

Love ya atok and nenek (:

Obviously , yes , we took alot of pichas , but next time , i will upload okayh ?

I super the lazy and tired , what's more , i'm having a stupid fever now -.-

A-hole -.- .

Since Thursday night , i'm in this condition , but , that night was far way more worse uhh .

Yesterday , my fever was on-off , on-off , on-off condition -.-'

Super irritating lahr .

But now , it is a ON condition . Fcuk it upside down -.-'

Well , i wasn't myself just now .

Was SuperDuper Down because of something .

Fcuk that situation alot.

I was crying like shit lahr , seriously .

Even my strawberry pillow is wet .

Darns . So jyeah , thanks Adq Eikahh , Akq Syqin , ZiXuann fer cheering me up aye (:

And most of all , thanks to chopchop / Uchop (:

Thanks fer hearing out my problems (:

Even though we just knew each other , and we began chatting like long-terms friends , i appreciate you listening & advising me . Thanks fer making me laugh ChopChop (:

And don't worry , i won't cry all night long , and wet my pillows and soon , get mistaken fer pee-ing on my bed at night . Haha (: That is SO NOT OKAYH lahrrrr ChopChop (:

Hope you settle yr problem soon , do chat with yaaaaa soon buddy (:

Hmmmm , i'm buying school books on the 28th , 30th there's soccer , and on the 1st ,, i'm going JB .

Who wanna booked me out on a date ??

Aink !

Fake onlyyyy !

Hahahaha . Who wanna meeeeeeeet me ?? I'm bored at home -.-

Kayhluhr guys , anyth text me .

Tata . i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep .

Second Post

2009-12-24T18:08:00.000+08:00

Okayh hello , again . These were some of the pictures that were taken at East Coast Park , when we have the Family Day Picnic ;D , hosted by Marsiling Zone 3 RC . (:

I very the lazy taw to upload the rest ;D Hehehe . Sorry .

So , last Friday , i went shopping at ISETAN , i bought 2 dress only );

Hehe . Laen2 tak lawaaaa sia . Kayyh cukup ,

And then on the Saturday , i went to Johor with cousins , took the train at Tanjong Pagar to Johor . Hhehe stakat eyheyheyh . But then first time siaa . Asek2 naek krete mahhhh .

So jyeah , i very the Super lazy siaa to wake up at 5.45 in the morning on A WEEKEND somemore .

And then on the train , i fell asleep ;D Hehehe ;D

So then reached Johor , ate breakfast , then went to the saloon with Yuyul and Adek Rebel ( both are my bousins ) , dodo the hair , while auntie and grandparents went to the wedding , and Dad and the boys went to book ticket , and we watched Avatar :D Sumpahhh gereyhq ! But just as a warning aye , make sure before watching the movie , you guys go to the toilet and do yr business in there okayh ?

Because , the movie timing is almost up to 3 hours siaa ! and it's freezing like shit in the theatre .

Aiyerrrr . So jyeah , after the movie , me and cousins rushed to toilet .

Fuhhh . Kayh , then shopping fer awhile , bought my schoolbag , and then meet the guys at the arcade .

Fcuk ya all mat2 malaysiaaa ! You guys SUCK ALOT seriously .

tsk , someth happened , and it's super duper irritating .

Ughr .

Kayh , then back home , yadayadayadaq . Malas uhq nak type panjang2 . Hehe ;D

Sunday , FANTASTIC !

But still , i'm super duper EXHAUSTED uh . Threee days straight out of house .

Fcuk , kayh now , i got to gooooooo .

Ouh jyeah , yesterday , at Tekong , me and Shikin saw 'something' , and we laughed our ass out ,

'cause we began to crack jokes about itt . Hehehe ;D You know , i know eyheyh Shikin ? ;D

Kayhh tata , off to Silat gathering ;D

Fcuk Damn It ):

2009-12-24T15:36:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry , but it seems my heart can't accept you anymore right now . Damn it , i'm sorry .

Now, i realise my heart is locked fer that only one guy that i love for all this while .

Fcuk , i don't give a damn if anyth bad happens , or if that i'm being rejected .

No , i don't care , i will rather suffer and see him happy .

I'm sorry Adi , it just won't worked out fer both of us .

I'm totally sorry .

Yes , i seriously don't mind if i'm being rejected by him , or whatsoever .

Now i realise , everything that i've done , is because of him .

No , i'm nort blaming him or what , but it's the fact .

I went ahead with Adi , just hoping that i will be able to forget about him ,

I fought a battle with my heart , trying to get rid of the love fer him ,

And replace Adi's love with it ,

I fought strong and hard , and it seems to go away ,

I was relieved , but only for a moment ,

As my love fer Adi fades away slowly , my love for him came back ,

And once again fought fer its place in my heart );

By then , i was weak already , and gave in );

I just don't know how it grew strong , but it just did .

Now , even though i still love him , and even though he rejects me , or i get a negative feedback ,

I won't mind . I'm willing to let myself suffer );

FCUK MY LIFE .

I told all my friends that i'm moving on from him , and seem to let go of all my past ,

But i realise , i can't .

Hellow Yellow People ;D

2009-12-18T11:44:00.000+08:00

Hellohhh once again . Fuhh . At last , i get to use the laptop , by my way ;D *winkwink* . Currentlyy , i havent shower , havent eaten breakfast , and just woke up ;D Hahah . But hey , i still smell nice okayhh ;D

Hoho . Kayh waiit .

Dear , i'm sorry about my decision , but i just realise , we are totally different . I'm just not used to this and that , and i hope you understand my situation . Truthfully , one thing , i totally can't let go of the past and let myself get used to the present , but i know im nort ready fer the future . Don't worry , i won't leave you okayhh . I'm just too complicated , i know . I'm totally sorry dear ):

I was also upset when *inserts* happened right in front of my eyes fer the few days , i thought i can control my damn emotions , but i realise , i can't , and i just broke down . See ? I don't want that to happen . I hope when after this , and we become close friends , you knew my attitude , my way and stuffs , and i will know yr attitude and stuffs ): It just can't work right now ): I'm sorryyy ):

Kayh , let the paragraph above do the talking kayh . Still can't understand ? Ask me personally (:

Tsktsk . Boredbored . But later going shopping at town with cousins and aunty ! ;D Yeayyeay ! Shopping ! Then tomorrow , going to Johor , and shopping again ! ;D Wow , School re-opening next two weeks );

No more waking up at 12 plus and beyond ): It's gonna be 5.30 am AGAIN ! ));

but stillstill ! , i can't wait ! Yipeeeee ! Meeting friends everyday ! Okayh iana , seriously , stop it .

Kayh , i gtg now . Wanna shower and get ready ;D

Tataa ;D